Empty Loving

2007-04-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

Shifted;
XANGA.COM/KISSESDONTLIE

2007-04-15T22:02:00.000-07:00

I actually Listened during Main Service today. (:
Speedlight ended earlier.
went to Cg with Nette, Gladys & Serene.
Finally, after close to a year ? Haha.
town with Bestfriend- Nette after that. :D
shopped around Wisma for quite long.
it was Stupid. we were, Whining & everything.
Hahah. i Hell love Bestfriend. :D
she Listens, Encourages, everything. :D
Anyway, i got a Top from Mango,
& she got one from Espirit. Ha.
Starbucks after that. & Omg, that's prolly one of the Best choices we made.
Because, :D

Setting;
Bf & I standing at a Table.
This Cute, Really Cool Korean Looking, Maybe Korean Guy walked past &,

Guy: Do you want to sit there ?
Points at His table, where his Ultra Ultra Cute friend was sitting at.
Anna: No thanks. (:
So, we were Eating & drinking.
Nette: Omg. they keep looking over. so scary. (x 10 times)
Anna: Okay, Don't look back.

The two guys left,
Anna: Actually, they're quite cute leh. it wasn't that scary. Ha.
Nette: Yah, they're quite cute.
Anna: No, actually, Very cute.
then we Both left Starbucks & went all around Wisma trying to find them.

Nette: Aiyah, it's fate if we see them or not lah. let's just go back.
Anna: Don't want leh. Go up once more k ?
so, we walked past this shop upstairs &
Nette: OMG.
Anna: OMFG.
they were in this shop we walked past. when they saw us, they walked out.
so we Ran away. Hahah.
Laughing like Crap. Omfg. i Swear we couldn't control our laughter cause it was Too cool, to be true.
Then we were Stalking each other, round & round the level.
It was Obvious.
the Gentlemanlier guy from before came over & was like,

Guy: Uh, my friend wants to know what's so funny.
we were in a State of Shock okay.
Anna: Huh. Private joke lah.
Guy: Oh, okay.
then he walked away.

after a few more chases,
when i Planned to ask for their numbers,
We lost them.
Sad lah please.
Nette Kept repeating the Whole scenario throughout the journey home please.
Everyone thought we were insane,
Squealing & everything. :D

They had So many plus points okay.
Lip Piercing,
Good Fashion,
Gentle Manly,
Shy,
Cute,
Cool,
Tall,
Nice Nice hair,
Korean !,
Braces !
Everythinggggg.

Well,
The only bad thing today was that I,
Lost my New $16 topshop butterfly ring.
Haaaaa.

Last post on Vanitystake.
& it's a Happy post. (:
would be creating a xanga, soon.
I guess.

Gonna talk to Bestfriend over the phone in awhile's. :D

Labels: I Love Bestfriend a Whole lot. :D

2007-04-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

Food Binge,
Emotional Eating.
Whatever. i just ate Alot.

Ex Bestfriend;
I'm sorry for disappointing you.
i'm Really sorry.
& happy birthday, in advance.

Chang;
If you can't try,
just forget it alright ?
i guess it isn't easy.

Shini;
Thanks for Always being there for me.
& i'm sorry, for being so Childish with my tantrums & all.
Don't worry too much about everything k.
I'd be fine with your jokes & support.
& in return, You have my love.

Char;
Take a look at me now.
Pathetic, eh.
Ha.

Pearl;
I think you're very fine the way you are now.
& since you don't tell me anything,
i don't think i have anything to say to you.
But, no one hates you alright.
so stop thinking that way.
if you still do.

Nehzys;
it Sucks eh.
to have things turn out this way.
to the few of you who think my other friends,
influenced me with this bitterness & all,
they didn't.
it's myself. it's been me all along.
never expected Annabell Yeo to be this,
disgusting, eh ?
well, this whole thing,
really screwed me bad.
& hey, thanks for everything.
Ya'll know i still love ya'll, right ?
Ha.
May things get better.
really.

YouKnowWho;
If only it Never started.
You seem So different,
So Distant now.
You took away Everything you gave me.
Your Promises, Your love,
Everything.
full of Nonchalance. & it pisses me off.
You're telling me things,
i never want to hear from you.
You contradict yourself so bad.
You made me love you,
& now you said it's wrong.
You told me so much, So much lies.
But it's my fault. Ha.
& i guess it's good you ended it.
it's going to be So hard,
deleting your Messages, Emails, Everything.
do you know how it feels, anyway ?
well, don't even bother Trying.
just Have fun, living your Pure life,
acting like nothing happened.
& yeah, on my part,
Just to make a little tragic twist to Our story,
& the memories,
i can just Pretend you died.
that maybe, you never lived.
that you never loved me,
& that i never loved you.
This, is the end.

Dear God,
it's me again, Down here.
You know,
for giving me Trials like this,
trials i'm supposed to Grow from,
but i don't,
i feel like hating You.
well, do You feel like hating me too ?

I'll be deleting this blog by next week.
& then,
we'll see how things turn out.

2007-04-13T23:25:00.000-07:00

Friday, the 13th.
people say it's an Unlucky day.

English- had Situational Writing Test.
okay, i Screwed it up. Forgot the Format, & i lost my notes.
Anyway, halfway through the test, Mrs Lo gave us a sweet,
to Replenish our Brain Power. or so she said.
She gave me Two. cause she Loves me, :D
Assembly was Funny. :D Dash was sitting in 2/1.
stayed back for Gagebrown stuff, for a little while.
After Gay left, i hung around with Shu.
she's Super Slow lah okay. & Spastic. And, she hit my Assets quite a Number of times. Tupid.
went to the Hall with Charlene to watch the Modern Dancers.
Yeah, Charlene's Another Spastic one. Way worst than Shu. Really.
waited for Dash. Sat around with Iris & Atiqa.
Woah, i Swear i can love Atiqa. she's so Cute &, Naughty.
Unexpectedly. Hoho. had fun fucking around, anyway. (:
met Jannah & Tammy then went to Coro to eat.
Tammy's Stupid. :D hoho.
67 to Lot1 with Dash & Tammy.
ate a little, then sent them home in a cab.
The fare was about 16bucks. & the uncle was Nice. :D

Seriously, whatever.
it's not like i haven't tried right.
some Fucking 9 years of friendship gone down the drain just because you're so unwilling to accept this.
i mean seriously, it's a Fucking Stage i'm going through.
if you Despise or Abhor me,
you can just tell it to me, straight.
yeah, if i had a Choice, i'd Never want to start this, alright ?
But wth, if you knew. if you Know how difficult it is,
you wouldn't be saying those stuff.
Yah, what is Wrong with the world.
are you That good, That right ? if not, maybe you can just Shut up.
if you don't want to talk to me, Forget it.
Some 9years of friendship, really.
i expected More from you. some sort of Support, Encouragement.
but like Almost everyone else, i guess you can't be Bothered.
so, have fun living your Holy life i guess.
if you have any comments about the Choices & Decisions i make,
you can just keep them to yourself.
& i'd understand you don't want to have Anything to do with me,
cause i'm so _____.
don't worry. i get that Alot.

Ps. Nehzys are Screwed already.
but No worries Shini,
i still love you. :D

You're Fading from view,
& You're Falling into History.

2007-04-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

I prolly said more than a hundred Fucks during recess.
because of People. a Couple of people.
To add to everything, my Whole Body was aching, like Shit.
was Darn tired because as Usual, i couldn't sleep last night.
& got up to Eat. AlotAlotalot.
so Shini made me sleep during Lit cause yeah, i Really wanted to.
& Almost everyone was Dozing off anyway.
Had HomeEcons test. I'd prolly flunk it if Other people from Other classes,
didn't give me Hints about it. Hoho.
sat in 2/3 with Dash & all. She was having Peer tutoring with Suhana
who was Cute. & Rather freaked out by our Spasm. Haha.
Anw, Mrs Lo saw me & got me to help her with some Mark Recording.
I got 26/40. Highest was 28. so, Shit me Lah.
Didn't go Cf. Macs with Dash after her Peer tutoring,
then 67-ed with her to Lot 1.
Mrt-ed, & waited for my mum.
@ the Damn Mrt station,
this Fucker Shouted " St Margaret's, what !" Real loudly.
I was already quite Pissed from having to wait. so when he Bloody shouted that,
i Fucking stared at him like there was no tomorrow.
& he could still Smile ever so Cheekily.
Bloody Hell.

Why'd You have to fucking Break me
like i'm not Already Broken.

2007-04-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

Pe- Napfa 5 Stations.
Hoho. gonna Retake shuttle run with Shini some other day.
Science Common Test was Shit lah.
prolly gonna Flunk it, Again.
& omfg Lah, i'm so Behind everything.
Especially Math. yah, i Procrastinate.
& am Super Lazy. Stupiddddd.

Cine with Tammy, Dash, Jannah & Amelia.
watched Number 23.
Omfg. it's kind of really stupid.
but Quite a cool show, if you have nothing better to watch. Haha.
Taka & Wisma for food.
Wah, Dash & I can Really eat, man.
mrt-ed. & Dash sent me home. :D

I Miss NehNeh Gang.
Shini does too.
Boo. ):
okay, Genial Loves me.
Yes she does. :D

2007-04-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

Thursday; Last picture.
Gay was jealous she couldn't join us, Righttt ? :D
Cadbury, Breezer & GoodCompany. ;D
with the flowers You gave.

Dash thought i was spastic. Hoho.
Stupid Moods lah.

From Luv, to Luv. :D

we know she does, Eh.
yes, i Do. You. YOU.

Saturday; Carlsberg Sucks.

They're damn cute. Hoho.
focus on Her Face, please. Hahah.

Jannnnnah. ;D
We got High.
Sunday!; Church.

Tang's Cool Children ChangingRoom :D, Jannah.

In the Hotel's Toilet, Tammy & Jannah.

Monday;

2007-04-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

Thursday:
Town with GayFs.
met Jia & company there.
got the alcohol,
accompanied Jannah to Heeren.
she Cut her hair.
Hoho.
Dash came over @ 6 plus.
& we drank.

Friday:
Guys in Tuxedo jamming,
Ballerinas hip hopping,
Choir more colourful than m&ms.
Service was Awesomeeee.
like some, Big Small School Concert.
Hoho. & the Instrument solos were Woah.
had dinner with Granmum & Grandaddy.
went over to Aunt's place after that.
it's hell cool listening to their Conversations. :D

Saturday:
Tuition for Four.
met Jia at ChoaChuKang.
got Batteries & all.
Cabbed to Dash's place.
Tammy & Jannah were alr there.
Drank like shit.
Jannah & i got Hell High.
Truth or Dare & what nots.
met Jia after that & we went to meet "AnnabellChua" at Queensway.
left for home after that.
almost got a hangover.
Oh, Dash's Youngest sister is Darn Cute. ;D

Sunday:
Main & Youth service.
went out with Kristiie & Gladys.
Topshop ! :D
i want So many things from there.
Granny's place at Amk after that.

Monday:
Everyone was surprised cause of the sudden Good mood i had.
but wth. it didn't last the whole day.
English was Stupid.
i made a Huge fool out of myself when turning the wall's fan to myself.
i had to Run there Numerous times when RosyLo wasn't looking.
&, everyone saw my shorts. Hoho/ :D
Town with Dash. Hokkien Mee @ Wisma ! :D
met Jannah & Tammy.
Tammy bought stuff from TopMan. Alot of money what. :D
went to some toilet in some hotel to play truth or dare.
Hahah.
I made Tammy drink toilet bowl water. ;D
Far East for food,
& then Home.

today was good,
but not so good.

Today:
didn't go to school.
well, didn't feel like it.
Tuesday what. who wants to go school on a Tuesday,
if their Tuesday timetable was like mine.
Gastrics in the morning was a plus point, anyway.

evening stinks.
what's new ?
every end of every day stinks.

pictures another time.

I need You.
i was Never Really happy without You.

2007-04-04T19:20:00.000-07:00

The week has been fuck.
Rarely okay.

Monday:
Out with Tammy, Amelia, Jannah & Dash.

Tuesday:
Serene Centre with Clique.
went to Gay's house after that.

Today:
ran Mock 2.4
it was, Shit. hurhur.
The End of school was Bitch.
Serene Centre with Geraldine, Madihah, Gay & Charice.
Charice's place with Gay after that.

Drinking Yakult helps me Rid off Some angst.

& Thanks like fuck to Sherri, Everest & Bridget.
For the chocolates; :D
& as Usual, Shini. for being, her crazy self.
You guys' got the Love. :D
Hoho.

it's always times like This
when i think of You
& i wonder if You ever
think of me

2007-03-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

Last Night, with all the crying, was Fuck.
this morning, with Everything Else, was Hardcore fuck.
was kindof Cheered up during Ih though,
when i started writing Rubbish on PostIts.
Chocolate Binge with Gay after school.
didn't go Sajc live concert.
was too Lazy. Sigh, oh well.

Thanks Again to People like,
Shini!, Sherri!, Gayfriends, Charice, Everest(ea) & Bridget
for trying their very best to Cheer me up.

& oh, my phone's kindof spoilt right now.
Yeah, whatever.
am gonna catch Mtv now.
So long, suckas.

So hard to keep her satisfied
(You) Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

2007-03-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

Ponned cf.
was with Bridget, Charice, Dash & Gay.
Dash left with her Girlfriend awhile after.
was Pissed, with Issues.

Shini, Everest, Gay !
:D
thepeoplewhocheermeup.

now it's Fuck.
Hoho,
just Fuck.

2007-03-28T22:55:00.000-07:00

Sunday:
Macs with Bestfriend.
skipped MainService, & Speedy.
Were supposed to study.
but we just caught up alot, instead.
(:

Monday:
Town with Dash, Jannah, Tammy & Amelia.

Tuesday:
Maths test,
ponned ProDots with Pearlyn, went to macs.
Gay's house with Dash.
it was Super crazy. & Fun.
injured my Thumb. Hoho.

Today:
18/ 25 for Math.
Two Darn careless mistakes.
stayed back in school with Char & Arella.
town with Jannah & Dash.
they're Stupidly Stupid Lah. haha.

Shini is Love.
Chang is Luv.
Nehzys' the BigBomb, :D

2 more Months.
:D

want you Here.

2007-03-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

Hurt.
just hurt.

2007-03-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

Wednesday:
we didn't have Pe !
happy, cause i didn't want to Run.
it was a rather, Retarded day.
had Lit Test. didn't study for it at all.
stayed back for ComPraise practice.
then went to Serene Macs with Char.
it was So stupid there.
i was Monologue-ing very spastic things.
yah yah, everyone there thought i was a moron.
was about to head home when i saw Jannah.
so i waited for Dash with her,
& then we went to PlazaSing.
ate, walked around. Laughed alot. Haha.
was darn tired when i got back.

Today:
sucks.
Today Sucks to the MaxzSxZxs.
seriously.
i don't even want to Talk about it.
but Every darn Shit's ringing in my fucking head.

slept for 20mins during Chinese, until LaoShi saw
& sent Charice & i out of class. As usual.
left for Cf an hour earlier.
went to meet Dash. Whined, & Bawled.
i swear i'm Emotionally Exhuasted.

I can't Damnit view my blog.

You Killed My Heart.
i'llbethereforyou.

2007-03-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

didn't go to school.
i was practically Crying while asking my mum to let me stay home.
Reasons i gave her;
1. I Hate School
2. I Really Hate School
3. I Really, Really Hate School.
& yah, i told her i was stress & needed a break.
Stress over What, i didn't say. but just, stressed.
so okay, she agreed after very much persuasion.
on account of her letting me stay home, i have to;
1. Read the Bible
2. Go CellGroup
but i don't feel like doing any of those. Sigh.

stayed home to Eat & watch MeteorGarden :D
didn't really sleep. Which was the Objective of staying home actually.
but oh well. it was because MeteorGarden was too addictive.
yah yah, although i watched it like, a gazillion times before,
& it's kindof, Lame.

A note,
Annabell's very Cynical.
so don't go asking her to CheerUp,
or Be Happy.

would You care,
to feel my Hurt ?

2007-03-19T19:25:00.000-07:00

First day of TermTwo started off, stupidly good.
quite alot of Weird, crazy things happened.
In the morning, i Almost got Nessa's Boobs in my mouth.
do Not ask why. & it hell wasn't on Purpose.
it was, because of our Height. i mean,
if i bump into her, my Face would be at her Chest right.
Hahah. yeah, i bounced off & fell.
during chinese, i wanted to follow Char to her class but in order not to let LaoShi see me, i covered my face, Knocked into him, & fell.
After recess, i was standing outside class when FooShini swinged me,
& caused me to fall. got scolded by MrsKwok.
Hello, like it was my fault i was standing there.
she said we were playing Catching. Oh, what the fuck.
slept for about 20mins during lit, till i Drooled, & till i was called to read LordCapulet's part.
Haha. Clara was LadyCapulet & she had to say;
LadyCapulet to LordCapulet ( Clara to Anna): You are too hot.
Anna ( as Anna): Oh my, Thankyou ! :D

during Ih, we went to the Library. was sitting with Some secones.
& okay,
MrsRaj: You guys are So noisy. what class are you from ?
Anna: 2/1 ?
MrsRaj: 2/1. Tsk tsk.
Shini: eh, Anna. this book's very funny. you want to borrow ?
MrsRaj: & what do you think you're doing ? talking so loudly ?
Shini: i wasn't talking.
MrsRaj: yes you were, i was looking at you since just now. i want you to SitDown.
Shini: but there's no more chair.
Anna: Ha, Stupid !
MrsRaj: Sit on the floor.
MrsRaj: i want you to sit There.
MrsRaj: Hurry up.
Shini: My legs are too heavy, i cannot move so fast.
( or Something like that)

it was so stupid cause Shini would Never answer a teacher.
the secones & i were Laughing like Shit.
when MrsRaj left,
Shini: eh, she isn't a librarian meh ?
Anna: Omg, No. she's the English HOD.
Shini: o0. what ?!
Stupiddddddd. :D

went to PlazaSing with Dash.
ate at Pastamania. Talked about Stuff. haha.
she left & Pearl came.
uh, walked around Aimlessly till she went for Guitar.
then i went to Yishun to meet Gay.
saw Amelia & Suhada (spl?) there.
Hahah.
talked & went a bit crazy. Laughed alot alot.

Anna: Omg ! isn't That our bus ?!
Gay: Shit.
then we Ran & got on it on time, still laughing like we were imbeciles.
got off at her stop to accompany her as she ate her balls.
then because i Really had to shit,
i walked home.

The Hurt,
it left my senses Numb.

2007-03-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

Main Service & Speedlight,
instead of going to ToaPayoh.
Anyway, Nessa didn't make it through,
but Wl, we still think she sings good. (:
Speedlight was kindof, Cheery ?
Although it was super noisy because of ImmatureBoys,
who do Not know how to ShutUp for an hour.
CausewayPoint with Nette.
ate Alot, at MosBurger. Haha.
Got home & started Chocolating.
Omfg. Fat, (:

don't intend to do my work.
i think i'm going to Slack through my days.
Oh well, Annabell what.
what to expect.

I wish,
you were a Stranger i could disengage.

2007-03-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

Friday:
Spent the Whole afternoon eating Daim,
& reading MegCabot's books. they're the Best, (:
went to church in Tampinese for
Speedlight Night Of Worship, Generation 3: 16
met Nette, LinWen, YiAn & Jonathan.
it wasn't as Good as last year's one.
Prolly cause Gladys & the rest weren't there,
plus it was Abit too Draggy.
everything ended at about, 1030 ?
then i went for my dinner with BrotherYeo & Jacky.
Mrt-ed back, & we had to Walk home cause the bus took So long.
i was Dehydrating, Man.
reached home at about 12.30

Today:
didn't go Chinese Tuition.
went to ToaPayoh to support Nessa instead.
but okay. after she queued for 3hours,
they told her to go back for Auditions tomorrow,
cause there were too many people. Oh well.
Hung around for awhile with Mavis & Glenda.
got home & started stuffing myself with Daim,
& watching Meteor Garden. Ha, the ExBomb.
Skin's kindof pain cause of the burn. ):
& i haven't done Any homework,
or Whatever i'm supposed to do. Fuckit, lah.

You're my Once upon a Fairytale.
nothing more, nothing less.

2007-03-15T22:55:00.000-07:00

met Idiotic HannahSwee at Yishun.
bus-ed with Jess to Vivo,
& then Slowly Monorailed to Sentosa.
laid out Hannah's towel & tanned,
till SallyOh came with her Alumnium mat.
we were Baking under the sun but Hannah & Jessie,
apparently aren't as prone to the sun as i am.
Whahah. so although i am Fat & Short, (unlike them)
& the Butt of their Jokes today,
i am Still Tanner than them. Ha, BigLoserrrrrrs.
but okay, maybe i forgive Hannah for being mean
since she bought me the 200g Daim chocolate. (:
& lent me her Huge Nike SportsBra & Oversized MangoTanktop.
yah yah, so when we went to Vivo,
everyone was staring at Hannah & i like we weren't wearing any clothes.
Blame it on Hannah lah.
we Prolly looked like we weren't anything. Especially her, please.
Train-ed back with Jess. Tired, & Burnt.
my sister Kept asking me to Stay Away from her cause i'm Incredibly Red,
& Hot. Ha.

The Cheena people there were Killing us.
Especially this FatBitch.
but her Navel pierce was Darn cool Lah.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk;
is the mood.

2007-03-14T20:25:00.000-07:00

School, to help Everest, Joan & Sherri
with their Media Project Thing.
had to Act with Shini. Omfg lah.
we just kept laughing & laughing.
there were So many takes. Haha.
was Rather boring at some parts,
but stupidly Fun as well. Lol.
went to IslandCreamery with Clique.
wasn't in any Mood, eh.
cabbed to Nessa's place with Sally, Shini & Glenda.
Hahah. were supposed to work on our Ih project.
Shini was doing Most of the work.
she claims She's the Professional What.
Slacked quite alot, laughed Alot alot.
Haha. it was crazy. Especially this hilarious show Nessa's dad was watching.
CamWhored a little. but Nessa deleted this Really nice picture,
by accident. Haha. she was so noisy Please.
Mrt-ed back with Glenda.
at Kranji station, there was some problem with the train.
it was Darn cool lah. if only we got stuck in there or something.
Haha.

let tomorrow be fun, Please.
&, rain rain go Away.

& can you feel the Love tonight ?,
cause Annabell can't.
loveyou. missyou, wannakissyou.

2007-03-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

Today's Better.
walked to Northpoint with Kor.
he's Stupidly Funny.
met SallyOh & Chenxin at macs,
then walked to school.
went to Chinese Remedial with PearlNg.
Bus-ed to Char's house- on my own okay.
waited for JessTan, then we went Gyming,
& Tried to play Badminton. Hahah.
it was Crazy in the gym.
go ask how many/ much calorie Char lost on Treadmill, please. Lol.
left at 7plus, with JessTan.
Fuck exhausted man.

Superfriends are the bomb. ;D

i guess
The words i want to hear you say,
are the words i won't hear you say.
iloveyou. x infinity&beyond, baby.

2007-03-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

Sunday:
Church.
Didn't go to Speedy- Sos, cause it started 30mins later than usual.
Nette & I trained to town.
that Woman, wanted to go Sakae.
so we did, @ Wheelock.
spent about 15bucks there. Yah, there wasn't Buffet.
then FarEast. to buy our Shorts & stuff.
were walking to Wisma when we met Gladys, Serene!, Nessa, Kristie & her friend.
tagged along with them, to FarEast, Again.
they went to Damnit shape their eyebrows.
for tenbucks. i could have done it for them Lor. Seriously.
that Nette, was Whining & almost crying cause she claims she has no Eyebrow(n)s.
Wtf. it was Hilariously stupid.
Nessa & Kristie went for Manicure, Nette & i Bus-ed back.
went to Thomson Plaza to meet my parents.
had really good HorFun @ this place my brother Recommended.
visited my Gran for awhile, Fell asleep there.

thank you EenetteWong.
for the many attempts to cheer me up.
Although it didn't work. Hur.
don't fret about your Spas eyebrow(n)s, Lah.

Today:
just started reading the Gay book Dash lent me like,
Months ago.
Fuck boring yo, today.
stuffing myself with Tonnes of food,
& Rewatching my Ex All-time favourite Meteor Garden.
& okay, since Daddy left for Indo'sia,
i won't have any Jogging buddy left.
Fats, Flabby fats. Oh, fuck.
please let the rest of the Holidays be better.

i don't like my Blog's current state.
Messy, Ugly. hurhur.
i'd do something about it,
when i feel like it eh.

i'll be content,
with just the Memories.
perfectperfectmemories, baby.

2007-03-10T22:35:00.000-08:00

Look at the Math please. Highest in Level is 100.
Gross/

2007-03-10T22:30:00.000-08:00

Chinese Tuition.
i was the only one who wasn't Dozing off please.
( everyone was exhausted)
but that was only because i had Very Disturbing thoughts.
slept through the afternoon,
felt/ feeling sad. Damn sad. Fuck sad.

You said it was Our story
then why'd you leave me here,
alone to write an ending about
The tragicness that's beyond my control.
loveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou.

2007-03-09T21:45:00.000-08:00

Progress Report.
shall like, Photocopy it & put it here some other day.
anyway,
Today started out good.
but Kind of Ended like Fuck.
shan't elaborate lah.
must try to keep to myself more.
but okay, things were BadBadBad at a point of time.

Serene & Coro with Hazel, Geraldine & Jia.
uh, MrsTay & MrsKhor talked to us about Stuff.
okay, walked back to school to meet CharCham.
slacked in Chapel till like, 630.

I Can't Hate You, anymore.

2007-03-08T21:05:00.000-08:00

Wednesday:
GodDamnShitty day.

& this Fucking weird person Claims he got my number from someone on Irc.
& wants to be my friend, or something.
some people have Absolutely no life to fcking live, lah.

Today:
Sports day @ Clementi.
Gagebrown lost, but whatever.
had ReallyBad moodswings.
Still having them, actually.

went to Vivo with Ni, Jess, Chang, Gay & Dash.
Dash treated us to Movie- The Pursuit of Happyness.
okay. it was rather touching, but not That fantabulous lah.
ate at SuperDog.
& went to top level to play with the water.
Gay got pushed in. welllll, Who ask her to bring her uniform.
ran around like Shit, got splinters in our feet.
wth.

Everything after that, ReallyReally sucked.
):
i just kept crying.
okay, i started crying since the day started, lah.
What a loser eh.

will you come home,
& stop this pain tonight ?

cause
AnnabellneedsYou. ):
& ShemissesYoutothefuckcore.

2007-03-06T19:40:00.000-08:00

HomeEcons pratical.
was Darn rush man.
& wl. i felt like punching Sekina half the time we were preparing our stuff.
i bet if you were me you would feel the same way okay.
Fck man.
was damn stone during Science & ProDots.
fcking piss after school.
cabbed back with Gay & Jess.
i think the taxi uncle's Seriously nice, & Polite. Ha.
Jess came over, we slept Alot.
SuperDuper tired, lah.

Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take.

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay, I miss you.

):

2007-03-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

Not that bad a day.
things were happier when i was with Nessa & Shini.
Dots was fun, as usual.
with Absolutely crazy MissPang. Ha.
there was This certain time, where things kind of sucked though.
oh well. At least i had Shini & Gay to talk to.
852 at coro with Gay & Roopali.
bought HomeEcons practical ingredients.
okay. Stupid Gay & i spent on unnecessary shit. Ha.
tried out my side dish just now. darn stupid.

You'd Never know what lies inside.

2007-03-04T13:25:00.000-08:00

Main Service with Kor, Nette & Jenna Teh !
ahhhh, Jenna Teh finally came, after Months.
it was/ is still the same old SadShit.
went to Popular with Jen to buy _______.
because Shini Ruined my old one.
Hurhur.
it's yellow anyway. Sexy.

Annabell wants;
Adidas shoes,
Adidas Bag,
Adidas jacket.
serious.
&, a Red ipodNano,
because Red isthesex.

i don't really want to put it,
because i don't think Anyone would get it,
& because i only understand Some parts,
plus HanyuPinyin is weird. ( i can't find the Chinese Characters one Lah.)
but what the hell,
Jay Chou- An Jing

zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
shui jiao de da ti qin
an jing de jiu jiu de
wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
wo dong wo ye zhi dao
ni mei you she bu de
ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai

ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
bu yao dan xin de tai duo
wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo

ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
wo ye hui man man zou kai
wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
wo zhen de mei you tian fen
an jing de mei zhe me kuai
wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
shi ying wei wo tai ai ni

yeah yeah, darn true alright.
& who knows what tonight will be like.

2007-03-03T20:00:00.000-08:00

Chinese tuition was my pill.
because, i laughed.

You told me you loved me
so I Don't understand
why Promises are snapped in two,
& words are made to burn

Hidemenow,

2007-03-02T22:40:00.000-08:00

Learning Journey.
yes yes, Annabell was sad.
but for the sake of Some others,
it wasn't EmoElmo all the way.
National History Museum wasn't boring lor.
quite cool actually. Some stuff.
macs with Clique after the whole thing.
felt kind of Shit again.
throughout my whole journey home,
i was like a Stone- expressionless, emotionless.
it until i was @ the Staircase near my home,
when i started crying.
Omfg eh. tell me who's That weird.

Nickelback- Do this Anymore

Left on an eastbound train
Gone first thing this morning
Why is what's best for you
Always the worst thing for me
When am I gonna learn
Why 'cause I'm tired of hating
When will it be your turn
Why 'cause I'm tired of waiting

No, I don't, no I don't, no I don't
No I don't find faith in your false feelings
Not fooled by your misleadings
Won't buy this line you're selling
Tired of this lie you're telling
I won't, I don't
No I won't do this anymore (2x)

She says I'm only tellin' half of it
That's probably 'cause,
There's only half worth tellin'
And every time I try to laugh it off
That's when you turn around
And wind up yellin'
When am I gonna learn
Why 'cause I'm tired of hating
When will it be your turn
Why 'cause I'm tired of waiting

No, I don't, no I don't, no I don't
No I don't find faith in your false feelings
Not fooled by your misleadings
Won't buy this line you're selling
Tired of this lie you're telling
I won't, I don't
No I won't do this anymore (2x)

She says I'm only tellin' half of it
That's probably 'cause,
There's only half worth tellin'
And every time I try to laugh it off
That's when you turn around
And wind up yellin'
When am I gonna learn
Why 'cause I'm tired of hating
When will it be your turn
Why 'cause I'm tired of waiting

No, I don't, no I don't, no I don't
No I don't find faith in your false feelings
Not fooled by your misleadings
Won't buy this line you're selling
Tired of this lie you're telling
I won't, I don't
No I won't do this anymore (2x)

2007-03-01T21:45:00.000-08:00

Today sucked Damn bad. until,
after recess i think.
had Cf.
then stayed back in school with Gay, Dash, Jannah & Amelia for awhile.
yah okay,
i'm damn Lazy & Uninterested to Elaborate lah.

Chinese test- 60/100
Lit test- 21/ 25
guess who got highest for Lit.
my dear Xiao NiNi okay. ( FooShini)
Ha.

Zhuan Shu Tian Shi is Still the Big Bomb.
you can cry listening to it Okay.
not like i have lah. But yah.

Nick Lachey- I Can't Hate You Anymore

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
, I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

2007-02-28T19:38:00.000-08:00

Tuesday:
Everything kind of Sucked Alot in the Night eh.
it was Stupid.
really Really stupid.

Today:
Still Sucks.
stayed back in school with Char.
we ate Alot.
& eh, we kept saying i have Asthma.
cause i can't breathe Properly. like Seriously.

well, you'd never see the part of me that's
made of broken glass & wooden needles.

2007-02-26T19:00:00.000-08:00

Annabell doesn't want to blog anymore.
maybe only Once in awhile.
so, Goodbye.

Lastly,
Fahrenheit- Zhuan Shu Tian Shi,
is the Bomb.

2007-02-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

Evanescence songs are the Bomb,
cause they're Powerfullllly Emo, worhsxz.

Chinese Test ! couldn't copy Luv,
cause LaoShi made her sit behind. Boo.
Failed Physics, 12/25. Lol.
English lesson was Shit Lah.
we had to do the thing i Realllllly Hate- Filing.
Wl man. i didn't want to file anything.
so Mrs Lo called me & scolded me.
then after that, Everything also Annabell.
kept calling me Naughty. Wl man.
i think today Payal showed her Wilder side.
Lol. kept asking teachers to ShutUp, silently. Ha !
Daddy fetched me from school, went to eat.
then Northpoint to buy Stuff for my sister.
got a Pretttty MangoCake, & Presents for her.
but actually i bought them for her,
to give to me, Lah. Whahah.

Happy Birthday NatashaYeo.
stop Growling when you're angry lah,
aiyoh.

this song's beat is Fck nice when you blast it, Yo.
Nickelback- Someday

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when.

or maybe Not.

2007-02-22T20:30:00.000-08:00

started out Fine.
Ended like Shit.

Luv gave me a MilkBottle Air thing.
Hahah. so Cute please. like me.
New Lit teacher for now- Mr Ng !
Haha. Payal & i were sleeping during his lessons.
i started coughing like Shit too, man. ):
it was Darn Stupid during Lit though,

Mr Ng: The monks usually wear Brown.
Someone: Bra ?!
Essa & Anna: ROFL.
Mr Ng: Aiyoh. you girls ah. you can find them @ Bukit Batok, anyway.
Essa & Anna: HAHAHAHA. Buttock !
Mr Ng: & they will bring their Cats, Dogs & Three white mice..
Essa & Anna: Three Blind mice ! LOL.
Essa: Go there for what ah ?
Anna: Healing lor ! & to be Baptised.
Essa & Anna: ROFL.

wl. Damn stupid seh.
but we were laughing like Complete Idiots i tell you.
Science Test- Chem, got 30/40
Maths- 16/ 25.
i swear i thought i would fail that.
Today's HomeEcons test was Okay & a little Rubbish, Lah.
i was having a Headache during the test, & was Rather upset,
But when Luv walked by & did the <3>
stayed back for Cf.
spent a little time with Luv before that. Haha.
Cf wasn't that bad. but okay,
i think i shouldn't have said Alot of stupid things. Sigh sigh.

took the BloodyBus back with Fats.
everyone was Staring @ my milk bottle please.
even this AhMah from outside, Ha.

the best song Ever;
Rascal Flatts- What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm saying that loving you
That’s what I was tryin' to do

Hello,
like this song's lyrics are the exact Words to how i fcking feel.
not 100%, but Close.
& thanks for treating me like this, lah okay.
thanks Alot.

2007-02-21T19:40:00.000-08:00

Tuesday:
Ahhhhhhh. Extreme Stupid day.
met JessieTan & took a bus to UppThomson,
then cabbed Glamourously in a Mercedes Cab to Char's place.
Haha ! but Jess ruined the Glamourous Entrance lah okay. :D
met Laura, Pearl & Charmaine then went up.
Played a little in the playground, & they in the pool. Haha,
then went to LauraNg's house.
Chillllled with her Cool Drums & all, then headed to PearlNg's place.
Yah. Both the Ngs are like Bloody rich. Including my cousin Ngs.
was there until like, 7plus,
then Cabbed back with Charmaine. Haha.

Mummy's friends were over,
& i made my own Popiah !
but okay, it was Hell ugly. Hurhur.

WELCOME BACK CHANG. :D

Today:
Biggy Bloody School.
Pe was stupid ! Hahah.
because i was dancing with that OhSoCrazy Shini.
she doesn't know how to keep her Hands to herself lah, please.
Kept on touching the wrong places. omfg.
So retarded. Hahah. we just kept laughing throughout the whole Routine. ;D
Music was fun ! Ha. Kind of lah. learnt how to play that Only Hope song.
but only the Right hand.
Science Test- Physics, was Crap. Haha, whatever that lah.
Rosy Lo's lesson ! Omfg that man.
so Bloody bloody boring, so i went to sit with Shini.
& kept talking to her. So yah, i was made to stand.
&&&&& it was like,
RosyLo: Glenda, give me examples of why people are disliked because of their looks.
Anna: it's Annabellllllll. because they're disfigured ?
Rosy: Yeah, yeah. give me a List of people who are disliked because of their looks.
Anna: Amanda Foo ?! -Rofl.
& she scolded me Alot more. Stupiddddddd. anyway,
she didn't know AmandaFoo is FooShini lah.
she scolded me because i couldn't stop laughing.
& Yah, Everyone was pointing @ her own self, as one of the examples. Hurhur.

supposed to go to Goodwood Park Hotel for Buffet with Some relatives,
but decided not to. Hahah.
cabbed to Wheelock with Superfriends.
Ate Sakae- Buffet. we were Competing with each other.
the person who eats the Least amount of plates, will have to pay for the Cabby back home.
Hahah. Wah, we were Stuffing ourselves with food. & Alot of water,
because it's counted. Haha. we could only fit like,
Less than 10 plates down please. Each.
after that we were Wobbling instead of Walking, & okay,
we were Drunk, with Water. seriously. just kept Laughing & Laughing like no one's business.
so before we left, in the midst of our Heavy laughter,
Anna: don't complain to our school that we're noisy okay. Especially Anthony.
to that Lady behind the counter who was Rather appalled by our behaviour. Haha !

cabbed back with them. Char lost Anyway. Hahah !
& i tell you. we were Damn afraid that if the taxi crosses a bump,
our Shits will drop ! Hahahah.
because yah. we Really had to empty our Bowels. Rofl.
this day is Full Of Shit.
Good, & Bad ones lah eh.

Damien Rice- CannonBall

there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it's still a little hard to say what's going on

there's still a little bit of your ghost your weakness
there's still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that i can't say what's going on

stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball

there's still a little bit of your song in my ear
there's still a little bit of your words i long to hear
you step a little closer to me
so close that i can't see what's going on

stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannon,
stones taught me to fly
and love taught me to cry
so come on courage
teach me to be shy
cause it's not hard to fall
and i don't wanna scare her
it's not hard to fall
and i don't wanna lose
it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know

who & what to believe,
it might not be important anymore, eh ?

I LUV CHANG, NEHZXS. :D
You little Special Piece of Shit, Haha. <3

2007-02-19T22:03:00.000-08:00

Got up @ about 1 today. Haha.
went to Grandpa's house.
Aunty Becca & her kids were also there.
Gran's place after that.
Yah. i have three Pair of Grandparents.
So cool. Hahah.
Unexpectedly, there weren't much people there,
i heard from Uncle Eugene that yesterday,
it was like some Casino. Haha.
everyone who came over, just went directly down to the Basement to gamble.
met Clare's boyfriend- Daryl, Haha. & then the both of them,
Plus Jac went visiting some place else.
so it was Rather boring after that.
& jiejie Valerie was damn crazy.
she was going on a date but because she haven't been going on a Single date for very long,
she was Darn nervous like it was her first time dating.
Haha ! damn Stupid. she kept changing clothes,
& Guess what. she can't even remember her date's face. Lol.
it was so cute lah, Please.

played Blackjack for awhile.
won $26 only. Haha.
missed Uncle Tony & Chloe's family this year !
because they're busy with their business.
Boooooo.

Saving Jane- Come Down to Me

Words fall out of my mouth
And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying
Everybody wants your time
I’m just dreaming out loud,
I can’t have you for mine and I know it
I just wanna watch you shine.

Tripping up on my tongue,
It’s all over my face and I’m racing
Gotta get away from you
Burning all the way home,
Try to put it to bed but it chases
Every little thing I do

When the light falls on your face,
Don’t let it change you
When the stars get in your eyes,
Don’t let them blind you.

[Chorus]
You’re beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.

Spell it out in a song,
Bet you never catch on to my weakness
I’m singing every word for you.
Here I’m thinking I’m sly
Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe
You’re thinking what I’m thinking too

When you see it on my face,
Don’t let it shake you
I know better than to try and
Take you with me.

2007-02-19T07:05:00.001-08:00

the things you do,
the things you say.

well Annabell.
what're you gonna do when it comes for you, ?

Oh Love,
Fuckoff.

2007-02-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

Saturday:
Chinese New Year Eve.
Relatives came over for Reunion, Lunch.
my Littlelest cousin- Natalie,
she's Three this year. so Naughty !
kept Hitting me. & she threw my slippers into the Dustbin twice,
& after i took them out,
She threw them into the Toilet Bowl ! Hahah.
had Steamboat. :D the Abalone was Good man.
ate Alot alot after that as well.
cause yah, Sad what.
what to do. Eat Lor.

Today:
Church with Nette, Samuel & Jonathan.
Hahah. he's so Gay with the Tiny Teddybear, please.
went to GrandAunts' house after that.
& Laoyi's place for lunch ! Haha.
Gran's place for Dinner.
All my aunts there were wah, really Talkative.
Haha. darn Funny in a Stupid way.
& Yah, my mum's Seriously another Nutcase.
dinner was damn Shiok anyway. (:

Evanescence- Farther Away

I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

Try to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.
Don't leave me here, by myself.
I can't breathe.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
Farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away.

2007-02-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

Oh yes !
LaoShi gave us Chocolates today.
& we were Rather happy cause we could eat it in class.
But wah, the Moment the Few of us popped it into our mouths,
we all started covering our mouths going;
Us: Laoshi ! Can we go to the Toilet ?! the Chocolate is Nan Chi lor.
& then we All ran to the toilet & started Spitting the chocolate out.
Wl. it's some Damn Cheapo Lump of chocolate that can't be eaten, Lah please.
So stupid.
& while we were rinsing our mouths in the toilet, in a Row,
there was the Stupid Fire Drill. Ha.

2007-02-16T19:41:00.000-08:00

School started out fine.
Performance in the hall was okay.
but Everything after school just kind of Sucked.
Dead tired, & Pissed. @ my Own Stupidity lah, Okay.
cabbed to Plaza Sing with Clique.
ate & bought Presents for MissLow then cabbed to Pri School.
Jrs & Snrs were alr there. had Fun Fun Fun.
Especially when we so called Surprised MissLow.
&&&&&, Chang was Darn crazy with the Dash balloon. Ha.
took a bus to town with Laura, Charmaine, Simin, Bel & Clique.
Saw MosesLi ! Haha. he thinks he's damn Tall Lah.
Oh ! while walking And talking, Bel almost Knocked into a Pillar.
Hahah. But i pushed her away In time.
What a Superhero, Eh. Lol.
Jrs & Snrs went to Far East, We'all went to Wisma & Taka.
Shopped around but couldn't find any Tops.
Shini & Chang bought this watch,
that we All plan to buy. Hurhur. Cool what.
they left, walked to FarEast with Jess & Char,
saw Serene on the way there. Haha.
Bel & Charmaine were still @ FarEast but they didn't want to Tag Along with us,
because we were shopping for Clothes. Hahah.
Nicole came to meet Char after awhile.
& Because i Realllly couldn't find anything,
we just went back. StupidShit.

Nickelback- Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[Chorus]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[Chorus]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

but You did,
& Everything is Fck now, Yo.
every Damn shit.

2007-02-15T20:58:00.000-08:00

Oh yes.
LaoShi's very funny. in a Darn stupid way.
&, he gave me 50cents to buy a drink.
Cause i'm the best, what.

2007-02-15T20:45:00.000-08:00

This is the Best Thursday, So far.
But only Concerning Lessons.
was fck pissed after /during recess.
so i Slept during Maths & Lit. cause MrsTeo didn't come.
felt Much better after that ? Sighhhhh.
Maths test was Shit. ): Miss Pang's probably going to be,
So disappointed. Ha.
ComPraise for Cf. Rather scary, i think. Hahah.
left halfway, for Awhile to walk around,
cause Annabell needed Peace & Quiet.
let's see.
Got 20/ 25 for Ih. yeah, Yay.
i know it sounds darn Unconvincing,
but wth. it's not like i can be Genuinely happy @ a point like This.
cabbed back with Gay. what a waste of money, Man.
Annabell has no more money. So pay her what you owe her, Leh,
Jessie Tan. Hahah.

Ashley Parker Angel- Let You Go

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

[Chorus]

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do

[Chorus]

cause it's what You want, what.
):

2007-02-14T21:42:00.000-08:00

Cabbed to school with Gay & Jess.
Valentine's Yo. kind of sucked, anyway.
lessons were Rather slack today.
Miss Pang & Miss Ng gave us candy. Ha.
English test was thorough crap. Boo.
stayed back for ComPraise practice.
sang & sang till i almost Fainted. due to lack of Oxygen,
& All. Hurhur.
waited awhile for Chang & Dash,
then went to Serene Cntr.

got scolding Again.
cause yah, Annabell's fcking rude lah.
SuperDuper pissed,
cause my earhole's half close.
& it's like, Darn swollen now.
omfg. the Third time already.

Samuel Yeo is crazy.
he's sitting next to me going,
" Whatever. middle finger to you Mum."
in this really Realllly gay voice.
&&&&, he does this stupid aeroplane thing
whenever i ask him to feed me prawncrackers.
& ! he's doing things for me,
cause he wants one of my guitars.
Hahah ! Loserrrrrrrrr.
we're like, making that kissing noise now,
& my sister's like, " there's a mouse in the house."
Hahaha. Crazyyyyy.
&,
Samuel: i can Communicate with dolphins. you know what that means ?
Anna: that you're a dolphin ?
Rofl. my brother is darn Funnnny sometimes please. in a Stupid way.

Maroon 5- She will be Loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Risa wants to marry Me. Lol.

2007-02-13T20:50:00.000-08:00

went to school because of One bloody reason.
or else i'd have been in bed, Happy.
but, what the heck eh.
Home Econs Practical- partnered Sammy !
Haha. gave the burger i made to Sam, anyway-
too lazy to bring it back. Hurhur.
Prodots is fck Shit lah. bloody waste of time.
went town with Chang & Jess.
Wisma, Taka & Paragon.
Ohhhhhh, while walking,
we were asked to do this SuperShort video thing,
saying what ChineseNewYear is to us.
Haha ! so we did it, & i'm not going to say where it can be found.
cause it was Fck Stupid. &&&&&,
i got a Zouk ticket. Hahah. but i'm not going to use it/ go lah, Duh.

went to MosBurger to eat.
wl. there were two AngMoh girls Staring @ us,
& taking a picture/ video of us.
It was so Fcking obvious.
Plus, because of some No reason,
one of them waved @ me. what the hell Lah.
thennnnn, we went to find Vday presents.
but couldn't think of any to buy. i mean,
Roses & Chocolates. Rather boring right. Ha.
so so, we went to Watsons to buy uh, Cushions.
Plain ones. for Nehzys, Only.
& okay, they Dumped All the 6 cushions on me.
Hahah. Hell retarded.
the Mrt Jess & i took back was Darn screwed.
& so were some Malay Idiots. Kiss ass, Man.

got scolding from Daddy. ):
wl Please. i think my mum's so Much better,
@ Compromising. i told him that, & he was like,
Your mother spoils y'all. Not that true lor.
She's Cool please. like Me. (; Haaaaa.

Damn pissed-
1. with this Asshole,
2. with this Other asshole,
3. fcking rumours.
& Yah lah. it's Alllllllll my fault.

Simple Plan- Perfect

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

Only the Red words, y'll.

2007-02-12T19:58:00.000-08:00

English lessons are the Bitch, yo.
damn tired today. & i ate Alottttt,
cause i needed, Energy. Hur.
went to Town after school.

School's some fcked up shit, Please.
& So are you people's fcked up mouth.
so y'all can just eat fck shit & Die some fck death,
Goodbye.

Mariah Carey- Against All Odds

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So Take a look at me now
So there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
When that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing (standing here)
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Yeah,
Take A look at me now

okay, i know i might as well just
Bold the whole Shit.
but yeah. This is Good stuff,
@ a time like this, Lah.

2007-02-11T20:27:00.000-08:00

Main Service.
i think it wasn't very boring today.
but okay, i Still slept.
cause it's Really comfortable in there.
went to FarEast with parents,
was looking for a dress.
but almost Everything there was ugly.
Mummy left to cut her hair,
so i followed my Father to Tanglin's BritishIndia.
there was this Realllllly friendly lady there. (:
Wheelock & then Zara.
Uhhh. went to Mango to find jeans.
cause yah, couldn't find anything else.
so now, i have to find a Top. & Anything else i want,
by Cny. Hurhur.

Happy girl, bought a,
Mango Jeans- $85 &
Mango top- $35
wanted this other Mango Jeans as well,
wasn't Very nice & it was like, $90,
so Yeah. didn't get it. what a good girl right. (:

Kfc. & Annabell is Fat fat Fatttttt.
Boooo. ):
Ha.

If You loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
come find me.
make up Your mind.

Annabell's Jealous,
worhsZsxz. ):

2007-02-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

Chinese Tuition.
went to cut my hair after that.
it Sucks shit now.
hopefully like, a month or a week later,
it'd be Better. Hurhur.
went to meet Chang, Shini & Jess !
@ Taka. Shini's always so Lost please.
In her own world.
Pepperlunch, & then FarEast !
got damn Sick of walking in that Crowded Shit,
so we went to Gelare.
PearlNg came. her Aunt gave us a lift to Plaza.
Arcade there ! i think it helps destress a little.
Daytona, & all. watching Shini & Chnag play ball there,
was Hilariously Funny. Esp Shini, during the last 10 Secs.
Hahah. (:
Jess left & then we ate somemore.
Because, Shini & i adoreeeee Food.
& yah, when you're sad, Or angry. Eating helps.
Sometimes Lah. i guess.
& okay. Those two are like fck Sweet. (:
they Quietly bought me a Balloon.
because i think they thought i looked very Sad.
& yah, because i said i liked balloons.
Omfg. they fcking made my day, please. :D
Mrt-ed back with Shini.
we were talking about Fitness Shit,
& then she started raising her voice.
it was so So stupid. (:

decided Not to change url.
Maybe only the Skin,
someday when i Really have time to waste.

where'd You go,
i miss You so
seems like it's been Forever,
that You've been gone.

i'm like some fcked up,
insignificant Shit alright.

2007-02-09T22:04:00.000-08:00

Damnnnnn stone again. As usual.
suddenly felt all the Unsourced pressure during English ?
so when MrsLo went to photocopy some Shit,
Liz, Sally & i sat outside & Emo-ed abit.
i mean. i think, In class, & Out of class,
has Alot of difference. so yeah. i always try to step out,
so i won't fcking breakdown.
saw SabbyOh ! i misssss her, ):
slacked in school for uh, Awhile ?
then went to FarEast with Superfriends.
tried on Dresses & Shorts. & I pierced my darn ear, Again.
guess what. the Lady accidentally swapped mine & this other girl's Atm card.
wtf Man. we didn't know.
Luckily she ran after that other girl, Please. hurhur.
didn't get anything, except for this really stupid necklace. Haha.
going FarEast like on Sunday, & Maybe tomorrow. again.
to Probably, & hopefully get my clothes, & get over with it.

ate Chippy's ! Cheese Sausage with MashPotato. Heh.
I ate. :D & i ate One popiah too. Great improvement.
But, additional Fats, please. Sigh.
watched & waited for Char while she cut her hair.
Haha. so cute. & i think the Aunties there are rather friendly. :D
Mrt-ed back with Jess. & Gayya's IpodVid. Ha !
stupid Brother didn't want to meet me in Town. Booo him. ):

Hannah Sweeeeee ! I miss you ! Alottttt. :D
sorry k, if i don't go tomorrow. (:
&&&&&, You called me. :D
Haha. Loveeeeeeeees.

& LauraNg !
Cheer up Lah you.
i'll let you Bully me if you want.
don't worry too much about Anything k.
I'll be here for you.
& we can Emo together, Forever. (:

it's always times like These,
when i think of You
& i wonder if You Ever
think of me.

2007-02-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

AnnabellYeo got like 61 for Chinese test.
Finally Something, after a longgggg time.
Science Test was Shit today. Haha.
Duh- Science What.
Serene Macs with Pearl & Chang, Gay & Charice.
Gay bought me a rose. :D
but okay, i gave it back to her. Haha.
i don't want it from Her, what.
Cf. was Darn restless.
bus back with Gay was retarded !
Haha. she made me buy Mirinda,
which Sucked. so i threw it away after a few sips.
Wl. Bloody awful. waste my money.
Ohhhh, & i finally ate lunch today. Haha. so full. (:

Plussssssssssss,
Guess what.
my Exxxxx Bomb maid,
popped by my house.
it was some Fcking surprise lah.
so happppppy. :D
she's like the NumberOne maid, ever.
Hahah. Yay. :D
we're all so Happy. (:

But okay,
i'd be sad again. Soon.
Hurhur.

You're so perfect
& i can't measure up-
well i'm not perfect,
just all messed up.

2007-02-07T19:03:00.000-08:00

another Bitch day.
i mean, Hello.
it will stay this way, Until, forever. Maybe.
Boo. ):

was Realllllll Moodless & everything After recess.
& Mrs Lo pissed me off So bad about the Stupid,
don't know who's rubbish around my area bullshit.
So, i'm sorry if my fcked up mood affected Anyone.

Pe- Dance ! Haha.
Shini's my Partner. So effing retarded.
before Vanessa helped us, we were like,
Omg. Dance sucks. Haha.
then after that, All Shini cared about,
was her Stupid Ending Pose. it was Crazy.
ToaPayoh with Dash & Syirah.
okay, Yes CharisseCham, the Random crying Never ends.
&, the talking to myself, But not on purpose what.
went to MosBurger, didn't eat again.
it's like the Third no appetite, no meal day. Hurhur.
after they left, i Shittily went to the mrt station,
sat there & Stoned for exactly, One & a half hour.
Haaaa. it's good what. you get to think, & not think.
& just, Feel the Darn Peace you need.

met Gayya ! @ Northpoint while waiting for my mum.
i was talking to her on the phone before that,
& Yah okay. Everyone thought i was Mental,
because i was Laughing like Shit, Moving around nonstop,
Waving my bloody arms like Octopus' Tentacles,
& i was yah, using my earpiece.
so You can imagine the looks on Their faces. HurHur.
Anyway, Thanks Gayya for staying until my mum came.
I know everything i said, was like plain Word vomit,
but it's because after my mind Froze for 90mins,
i had to have a Sudden rush,
in order for my Mind to start functioning again.
cause really, Before that, i was like ): , ): & Even more ):
not like i'm any Happier now, but Yah lah. you get me.

The Extra HannahSwee;

You don't come & be Stupid ah.
what BrotherYeo & all that.
Haha. You're only talking to me because of him right.
So mean.
& ah, i'm Hell Not with GY. omfg.
Stupid Stupid people who Stupidly told my brother
Alot, of wrong Information.
you don't act smart & try to Spread it somemore Okay.
Haha.
Anyway, you were supposed to come to school today !
Never see you for like, Hell long already. ):
& we're supposed to go Tanning, since like,
Last year. so please, Appear.
&, i wanna see Peanut & Moo ! :D
omfg. Adorable !

i'd give it all,
i'd give for us
give Anything,
but i won't give up.

yah.
so i guess i'm still going to be a,
Uh. BigBreastedBitch ?
Or whatever i fcking am right now.

& i know this is Really Out of Point, but,
Peace Y'all.

2007-02-06T20:11:00.000-08:00

Firstly,
before i close this blog ( by this week),
there are Some things i want to say to Some people.

Bestest friend from Nine years;

I'm sorry. x Infinity.
i didn't know how you Actually felt,
until reading your blog.
I'm so So sorry.
it's not that i don't want to tell you what's going on,
plus the Stupid Whisperings & all. ):
it's just that, i'm Hell scared you won't be able to Accept it,
& then it's going to suck even more.
I'm sorry. ):
Now i'm like, really Really confused about Everything as well.
so i Swear that once i've gotten this figured out,
i'd tell you what you need to know alright.
& it's because you Should know.
also, i shouldn't have place my Short term friendship before ours.
sorry alright.
maybe it's hard to well, accept this Apology & all.
because what happened Did happen.
but really,
You'd always be the Bff
, Loves.

Charisse Cham !

i still think i Really need to thank you for accompanying me on Monday.
i was Really fcked up.
& You were there. it might not seem like alot,
But it was. Thank youuuuuuuu.
Really. for listeninng to my Nonsense.
& watching me Cry like an asshole.
Arh. How'd i even express how i felt.
Thanks Charisse Cham !
i'm going to drop by your classroom more often,
so you'd know You're, Darn important to me. :D

Gayya.

Thanks for being so understanding,
& for lending me a listening ear all this time.
never would have Remained Half as sane i am now,
if it weren't for you.
Fats are the bomb. (:

Chang,

Chinese partner ! (:
don't push me Off the chair when i Faint On the chair next time, Lah.
Haha. (:
Laoshi is so retarded,
& you make Chinese class so much better. (:
Haha. you're also Probably the First person who can eat Solid food,
after putting your braces. Haha.
Valentine's day ! Aaaaaaah.
Make MissPang make Trng Optional.
&, i'm also sorry if you're affected by the Whisperings & all.
I'll tell you whatever you want to know k.
My booooooo. (:

& Shini definitely won't drop by my blog,
but Anyhow,
She's been the best !
so Fcking caring & Sweet.
always waiting for me to go for recess/ lunch.
& if i don't, she won't go as well. ):
She's been so Sooooo Supportive as a friend.
Omg. really. ):
she's Always there to help.
& Listen. & cheer me up.
i want to Thank her like Shit.
Like today,
when she let me Squeeze her hand, & when she followed me around,
& Everything.
because i was scared,
And going crazy.
& okay, she was just there for me. All the time.
Foo Shini, Amanda, You're the best ! (:

omfg.
Nehzys have been a Big Big blessing to me.
Really.
The whole lot of you will Always remain in my heart.
Loves.

Okay.
i know it sounds like i'm Graduating or something,
But whatever lah.
These people just Really make me feel so Much better,
like almost All the time. Haha.

& i Love You like no other.

2007-02-06T18:53:00.000-08:00

Monday:
was a Bitch. ):
didn't eat the Whollllllllle day,
because i had No appetite.
MissPang is Fcking funny. :D
thank you Char, for being with me. :D

& it's a sad day.

Today:
another Bitch. Haha.
went to the damn library for Prodots.
To waste time. it was Shit lah.
Ikea with clique.
didn't eat for the whole day either.
damn it no appetite Man.
i can't even drink half a cup of milo.
Stupiddddddd.
my mum was like,
" You don't get that whatever sickness ah."
Haha. Anorexic (spl?)
please, it will Never happen.
Annabell is born to be Fat. (:

anyway,
i'm Really probably going to change this damn url by next week.
Ha.

How come I never hear you say;
I just wanna be with you,
I guess you never felt that way.
,
Love You still.

2007-02-04T15:17:00.000-08:00

Slept the Best after Ages during MainService. (:
Stupid NetteWong ! kept saying i snored,
but i didn't Okayyyyyy. i just Know i didn't. Ha.
Lost my voice for like, Half An hour after that.
okay, i thought it was my Lousy Hearing.
yahhhhh, Like Char & my Brother always say,
AnnabellYeo is on her way to Deafness.
But actually, it was my Speech, Lah. cause No one could hear me. Haha.
& it was so Pain when i talked- Which was why i wanted to punch everyone who kept asking me to repeat myself. For example, Everyone, Including myself.
because yah, i couldn't hear myself. Hurhur.
&&&&&& then, i cried because i'm stupid,
& my Throat started Hurting even more badly. Haha,
Loserrrrrrrrrrrrr.

threw away my HotPink nike Undies,
because i got my period without warning.
Boooooooo. ):

Tomorrow-
to go for Syf dance auds,
or Not ?
i know it's compulsory,
but i can always write a letter because
i am Still sick right ?, Hello.

& Oh,
Please Kill all the Stupid Rumours going on in
St Andrews, Secondary Four level.
StupidWoopid.

no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
& no matter how hard it gets,
This love will have no regrets.

2007-02-03T18:48:00.000-08:00

Friday:
the Only reasons why i went to school,
was because there was Chinese test, which i swear Sucked.
& because i wanted to see some certain Person/ People.
was Damn restless throughout school.
especially during RosyLo's lessons Man.
had a fever of 38degrees ? Yeah. but didn't want to go home.
i mean, couldn't be bothered to Lah.
bus-ed back with Gayya. was having Real bad gastrics & it wasn't as if i Didn't want to eat.
but i couldn't even swallow water without my throat hurting so bad, please.
slept for like, Hours. & then Daddy brought me to the Doctor's.
was having a fever of 38.6 then. & Docty said i'm having throat infection.
it's Bloody swollen now. Boohoo. Haha.
but by evening, Thanks to the medicine & all, Fever was gone.
Yay me, (:

& oh, during Gagebrown agm,
they said we can Nominate any sec two or threes,
so that Bad bad cousin Chloe Leow & Rachel Yeong started shouting AnnabellYeo.
omfg. if i didn't grab on to the chair like Shit,
i would have been Hauled out there already.
But oh, Lucky me. :D

Today:
No tuition because i'm still rather sick.
might be going out with parents later.
Haha. will blog back, if i do. :D

& just Maybe,
You're thinking what I'm thinking too.

2007-02-01T21:31:00.000-08:00

Maths ! ;D haha. it's so Retardedly Funneh.
i went to pass Miss Pang my form, & was looking @ her stuff,
Miss Pang: yes, Darling ?
Anna: o.O Darling ?! - sticks out tongue & makes vomiting sound
Miss Pang: - does the same
Anna: Omg. Miss Pang, you are W-e-i-r-d xInfinity.
so we started laughing & i walked back to my seat.
then she tried to make out the words, suddenly stopped laughing & pointed @ me.
Miss Pang: You ! i am Not ! Annabell Yeo ! -Rofl, man.
then EliSee said Miss Pang looks a bit like FionaXie.
wah, that one i really Rofl-ed.

Ih common test wasn't That bad, i think.
& oh, surprisingly, i didn't fail my maths paper.
although i didn't get very High. Haha.
went to Serene Cntr with Pearl. met Charice & Gayya there.
ate @ Macs. then Charice bought Gayya & i a flower. :D
i got this Orange one. whats it called ? Gabriel ? Haha ! wth.

Cf- welcome party.
there's this Uh, rather mentally disabled girl- Lianne.
when we were playing this game that required us holding each others arm & Blahblah,
she grabbed mine & started flinging it around,
i tell you. so Violent ! she was like pulling & pushing,
& then i fell down. Omfg man.
like, someone as Small as her, can make someone as Big as me, Fall.
we were So scared we moved Far away from her.
seriously, i think i'm very prone to getting hurt nowadays.
the Stupid Blueblack thats now Purple & Green in colour,
the Scratch Sindhya caused, stupid muscleaches, Everyone hitting my arm,
Bruised knuckle, & Bad headache. Arh. plus the Fall.
Booooooooo Annnnnnnna. ):

The minute you walked through my door,
I knew this love is forever more. :D

2007-01-31T19:57:00.000-08:00

Pe is fun ! because Mr Choo Choo train's Super nice. :D
like, everything's rather Slack.
&, he's quite fun to joke around with. Haha. :D
Recess was Fcking fun. Nice nice Shini accompanied me to class cause i didn't feel like eating.
then we started Pouring water on each other. Haha.
Darn funny Man. ran around the whole level. :D
Music ! Music is the Big Bomb man. cause it's Yah,
rather Slack. & Miss Pang's ! damn cute. :D
she was sick today, anyway. &, she Pressed my blueblack,
Pinch my shoulder, & Smacked my stomach.
don't know how someone sick can get so Violent, reallllly.
Freddo from ClaraOng again ! haha.
&&&&&&, English lessons suck.
Mrs Rosy Lo just goes on & on, ever so slowly,
everyone's Half dead by the time she finishes.

Kap with Pearl !, Dash & Selina, JessieTan, & Syirah.
Fun fun, super fun. cause i laughed quite alot.
& i don't know why, but i Burped alot too. Haha !, Alot.
171 back with Jessie Tan ! (:

Ohhhhhhhhh, in class, i was thinking of eating Curry.
& my maid cooked curry for dinner. Yay me. :D

cause You know
You've got the Keys to my Heart.

2007-01-30T18:38:00.000-08:00

English Encounter's becoming damn Shitty.
Maths Test. omfg to That please.
it was Rather easy, really. but because i don't know how to use the Calculator for Standard Forms ( probably the only one),
i probably threw 10 marks away. Or more.
&, Scale Conversion wasn't any better. Arh.
only, Only factorisation was good. Ha.
Annabell's fck Stupid, yo.
i started writing stuff like that on my PostIts & then pasted them on myself.
Arh.

on the Happier note, Though, there was HomeEcon practical today !
Ha. baked sheperd's pie.
but i think the one i have @ home, is Much better. cause it's Beef. :D
ClaraOng gave me Freddo to eat during Science. Yay. :D
Prodots, is Damn boring, Man. haha.
stayed back in school to eat. Supposedly for awhile.
but ended up leaving @ 5 only-
was talking to Ricadona ( spl?)
surprisingly for an hour plus,
considering the fact that i never talked to her before ?
ha. Yeah.

You know, i might always seem happily crazy & all.
but actually, i'm really not.
& this just occured to me today.
when a second after laughing & all,
i shouted/ wanted to shout @ people. for being such Idiots.
& may i stress the word, Idiot.

Seether feat. Amy- Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

x2
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Love You, :D

2007-01-29T22:28:00.000-08:00

i think Stoning is the Best past time.
& one can get So darn good @ it.
a skill of somesort, you can say. :D
English is shit lah. as in Lessons.
Maths is Good cause it passes Wayyy quickly.
& MissPang said i'm a Good Girl,
cause i didn't forget my brackets. :D
Lit is Crappppp. i do Not like.
Shini's like, Damn horny today.
she was so excited when she hit my Nehs by accident.
& MrsTeo recommended some Shakespeare play to her,
because Shini wants a story that involves more Sexual stuff. Haha !
2e6 for Dots ! haha. Coach asked Char if she was okay,
cause she was talking to herself ! Lol x1000000.
then stayed back for some shit Study skills workshop,
which was Rather useless & repetitive ( spl ?)
cabbed to Ps with Dash, Pearl, Chang & Jess.
ate & Ate. & yah, i know i'm Fucking Fat already.

heard some Shit that got me Fckedup,
Sad. basically just, Super pissed, & angry.
& when Annabell's angry,
Be. Afraid.

& i've found that it's hard to stand my ground
That other girl's been hanging around
& i've found, she's been getting all your attention
That other girl's been hanging around
& i've found, it's been getting me down

2007-01-28T21:30:00.000-08:00

Thursday:
Macs with Pearl, Dash & Gayya.
had Cf- recreational.
i swear i want to Punch some person's face.
Hurhur.

Friday:
stupid laoshi changed Pearl's class. ):
no more looking forward to Crappy Chinese please.
i had to stand outside, for throwing my Nails away.
then he separated Chang & i, cause i was talking to her.
& he sent me outside for awhile cause i was eating gummies.
& scolded me when i slept. & laughed.
but okay. We disturbed him Alot.
Darn funny Man.
went to CityLink's Sakae with Superf's, Teresa, Kezia & Bevin.
Kezia treated us to Sushi. cause her birthday, What.
buffet ! but didn't eat like, Super alot. Haha.
walked to Marina Square till it was just Superfriends left.
started acting Retarded cause it's Fun doing so.
should have seen Char's spastic facial expressions. Haha !
sat in the middle of nowhere & finally left when we decided not to cab back,
cause it was Impossible since we had no cash, At all. Haha.
okay, darn Fun day. i guess.

Saturday:
Chinese Tuition, WorhZsx.
didn't want to go Shopping for Once.
stayed home to slack Shit.

Today:
had Prawn noodles for breakfast.
the Worst one Everrrrrr. omfg.
main service then Macs.
& hello. i went to Speedlight, like after Forever.
Woodlands library after that.
got home & then dinner with my Dad's side grandparents.
three in one Steam egg was the Bomb man ! :D

Annabell is lazy & she doesn't want to do her work.
100 expressions & Home econs report.
Boo her. ):

Smack that.

2007-01-24T21:09:00.000-08:00

used Everest's Cool ear thermometer, cause i didn't bring mine.
& we made MissPang pronounce thermometer as therNometer,
in accordance to how Major pronounces it. Haha. so she did, in a very stupid way. Ha.
Ih sucks. people say MrsShum's funny. But Gross, i just Don't like her.
Pe ! wasn't as fun. because, it just wasn't. Haha.
aiyah, lazy to mention the rest of what happened in school, Lah. :D

went to Northpoint for lunch with Dash.
she was so crappy. Ha.
& oh ! in the bus with She & Gayya.
it was just Fcking retarded Man. we were laughing like shit,
because of this Certain Scenario. Omfg.
& &, we were listening to Some Superb Songs. :D
which made us go "Boom" !

ohhh, i think People Always mistake Shini for Pearl,
& ViceVersa. Haha !
Btw, Shini owes me 100,000,000 Rupiah !
Because she refused to belive my Intelligence.
Oh well, you have to pay a price for underestimating Annabell, Okay.
Haha. got One of the highest for English Essay,
but personally, i think i sucked. Haha.
there's another one tomorrow, & i swear it's going to Suck. Suck shit.
Boo. ):

Plus,
my mother can get Hell retarded.
It. Scares. me. sometimes.

Kiss This girl.

2007-01-23T18:43:00.000-08:00

i think Mass Stretch is damn Lame.
Maths was fine. like for Once, i wasn't lagging behind.
He ! for once, it was Rather okay. i mean, i just don't really like it.
not that i'm Lousy @ it or whatever. but it's just this Sickening feeling.
watched the video everyone wastalking about,
& okay, why they were talking about it so much,
i have No idea.
Teresa & XX were supposed to act out this stupid thing,
but because they were so, silent ?
Sally & i had to do it instead. i was supposed to be this Menstrual cramp person.
& Shini made me dance before that. cause yah, the Girl was having her cca,
when she got her Cramps. & supposedly, it was dance. haha.
it was Damn retarded lah.
then Stupid Shini asked MissYati if LaoSai or DaBian is better.
she's darn Crazyyyyyy, man. :D
okay. ProDots was, uh. empty.
we didn't do anything but listen please.
&, i was asked to sit properly. wl. i like the way i sit. ):
went to MiniMart with Nehzys minus Shini.
got Tidbitttttttts, & Cupnoodles. Heh.
snacked in school, like shit.

Fat fat, Fatty Fats. :D

last Night,
i had a dream about You.

2007-01-22T20:27:00.000-08:00

Sunday:
Main Service without Nette, cause she's sick.
Aww, get well soon, woman. :D
didn't go for Speedlight again, cause i just didn't feel like it.
went to Northpoint to get Gucci.
no, my dad has not Changed his mind on selling her.
she's gone, Again. ): & like, for Forever. ):
I'm going to miss her. cause she was a best friend.
& now, i won't dare to go to the toilet @ night. Booo. ):

Today:
is the best Weekday after Friday.
Because, the lessons are more slack.
Tuesday ones are The Worst. & maybe Thursday too.
got to Sit outside class & do my Chinese compo during,
uh yes. Chinese class.
English was as usual, Lengthy. & i had to read this paragraph Over & over again. Ha.
she took like, 45 mins to go through one damn Compre Passage. Lol.
Mrs Toh didn't come for Lit. it was some other teacher.
& okay, unlike Mrs Toh, she could tell i was Realllly sleepy.
Maths was the best, What. although i Swear i hate maths.
MissPang is effing nice. :D & for Dot, we combined classes with 2e6.
sad, Char didn't come to school, what. Haha.

& guess what,
Today, for the First time in this year,
i got home Straight after school.
:D requested for Durian because i'm so obedient.
but my parents got me ChilliCrab instead.
it's a Good alternative, so, :D haha.
getting home early has its benefits as well, Lor.
& my dad Agrees that i'm the Best.
Wohoho. :D
all These just because i came home early.
not bad What, Annabell. Haha.

& You're the Only one for me.
<3

2007-01-20T18:28:00.000-08:00

Thursday:
No cf, :D
went to Farrer Market with Dash & Pearly Wirly. :D
ate & then Dash & i went to town.
Far east for fried mars bars ! :D
saw like, 2 rather nice denim shorts.
uhhhhh, & Other stuff. Haha.
went to Tang's Children Department cause the fitting room there is the Bomb. :D
& then she ran away from me !
cause i kept talking about darling. she thinks i'm Crazyyyyyy.
Wisma for Starbucks. ;D
we were thinking of stupid nicknames in the train,
so Bloody funny please.

Anna: Let's do science ! i'm Atom, so you're..
Dash: Diversity !
Anna: Diarrhea.
Dash: Anus !
Anna: DizGuzting !
Dash: Asshole.
Hahah.

then we talked about, the cca skirt being worn under Breasts.
& started laughing like Shit. :D
she's Damn stupid Man. in a Fairly good way ? Haha !

was sleeping during Lit too.
& My lit teacher, Mrs Toh, is i don't know what word to describe her with.

Mrs Toh: can everyone sit up straight ? & that girl there, can you sit properly ? not with your Head on the table. you look like Youre sleeping.
5 seconds later,
Anna: but i Am sleeping, what.

Friday:
Super duper tired Please.
slept during uh, Rosy Lo's Lesson, as usual.
& a little during maths too ! Haaaa.

Anna: Hello Miss Pang, may i go to the toilet please ?
Miss Pang: what happened Annabell ? are you okay ? whyre you so tired ? did you listen just now ? do you understand the brackets ? - Hits me- okay, Go.

whatttttttttt Man. she's so weird. & bloody Violent. but fucking funny, & super nice. :D
stayed back in schoooool with Superfriends.
we were laughing @ the ballers while they were Running.
namely, Chang, Pearl & Dash Lah. Hahah. because they were so cute. Haha.
then we played badminton with SecOne strangers. Bored what.
played for like, Close to two hours ?
:D

Today:
got Two slaps from Daddy in the morning.
Don't ask why ? because i will tell you. Next time, Maybe. haha.
went for Chinese tuition, & for once i didn't feel tired. :D
this new SecOne guy's having tuition with us too. he lives like, in the same block as me.
some Higher Chinese shit.
no more Addy, Maybe ? Haha.
got back & Sleptttttt.
Gucci's like, with my mum's friend now.
might be selling it to her. ):
Oh Gucci Woochi. ):

Ha.
i'm going to change my stupid woopid blogskin tomorrow,
or Monday, i think.
& Maybe, Just maybe but Not likely,
the Url too. Haha.
okay. Hello.

I'll never let you go
So,
never let me go.
<3

2007-01-17T22:14:00.000-08:00

Pe's more fun now. Much more fun.
cause Mr Choo choo train's nice ! Haha.
& he lets us play whatever we want to play after learning that,
Stupid shortput thing, as he calls it. :D
alsooooo, Music Lessons' part of the bomb. :D
MissPang is Hilariously, Nice ? kept Hitting me though.
Uhhhhh, Science was shit.
& i kept sleeping during English.
behind my File. :D

CCA fair was A blast. No, not really.
it was just Rather Egg-citing.
went to Serene's Macs with Laura, Dash & Gayya after that.
stupid Dash kept making Some things so obvious,
i can Punch her.
Oh ohhhhhhh,
i'm allowed to Take a Break today cause i got highest in class for Compre.
but it really isn't high. Standard Sucks, Man. :D

Thanks to:
Pearl- for helping me with the Retarded Review,
& Shini- for helping me with the mind map. :D

like Happy Birthday to like SallyOh, Too. like Rofl with the liking. :D

& I can't help myself,
I don't want anyone else.

2007-01-16T22:54:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Science Sucks Big shit.
you knowwwwwwww,
She didn't ask us to Bring/ pass up the Damn hw,
& we were given a Damn warning point because we didn't have it with us then.
Oh, Fuck Science with that Bitch.
Prodots ! same group as Sam, @ least. (:
& ! i just found out MrSoh is MissSoh's brother ?
Omfg. Sam kept promoting my stupidity, Please.
& we were laughing crazy when MrSoh's voice went offtune. Haha !
stayed back in school to Wait for Chang,
she was supposed to accompany me to town to collect my Outfitter shorts,
But they said it's not worth getting, so Yeah.
went to Kfc with Jess.
oooooooh, Fats. (:

Honestly-
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2007-01-15T20:29:00.000-08:00

missed like HalfAnHour of Mrs Rosy Lo's lessons !
Ha. cause she forgot about it.
went to KAP with Nehzys ! & Syirah. Dash met us later.
supposed to study.
but only like Pearl studied ? Hahaaaaa.
but anyhow, had fun just slacking with Them y'know. :D
went back with JessTan.

okay, maybe i don't hate home That much all the time.
i'm still rather Spoilt.
&&&&&&&&,
Samuel Yeo lent me his IpodVid !
plus his Big bag.
Hahaaaaa.
uh. he's the Bestest Biggy Brother ?
& i'm the Sucky Smaller Sister.
So Lame.

I'm with You; <3

2007-01-14T20:31:00.000-08:00

Main Service. Charmaine took my chocolates, Again.
didn't go Speedlight, Again.
accompanied EenetteWong to Taka's MosBurger.
met her friends- YiLing, Cheryl, Eleanor & Zann to do Her LitProject.
walked to Isetan, & met Kristiie & her friend- Nathaniel.
then we three went to watch The Queen.
because it was like, the Only show @ that time.
& she paid for me anywayyyyy. Haha.
went to FarEast, i got her a Bikini, & she got me one.
Hurhur.

i Hate Hate hate,
i swear i Fucking Hate home.
); x10000000000.
i mean Honestly,
since i can't do Anything right,
I should just fucking go to hell.
& then everything will boil down to-
Why Annabell even exists.

will You still love me when the sun goes down ?

2007-01-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

no tuition, Again- yay.
followed my parents to meet their customer for awhile,
then headed to Town.
Zara, Tangs & Isetan.
reserved a shorts. & bought;
Zara Skirt- $50,
Zara top- $17
there was a discount. so, Yeah.
bought a Big handbag too. $40.
had a HugeQuarrel with my parents while deciding which Bag to buy.

i Swear i Hate myself.

& You love me is
out of my earshot.

2007-01-12T23:03:00.000-08:00

& !
Lauraaaaaaa.
should thank me like Shit because during My recess,
i dropped by her class. & Because the Boring old MrGohCk was teaching during that period,
i got Laura out of class.
i told him i needed to see her & it was important.
then i brought her to secTwo level, & saved her from boredom.
Hello,
who else is That cool, but me ? :D

2007-01-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

stupiddddddd English Harmony Essay.
wrote Pages of Crap pleaseeeeeee.
rushed through it cause i wanted to Continue playing ABCD. :D
so blooooody fun.
played it with Vanessa, Clara, Shini, Glenda, Sallllly & the rest.
Shini hits the Halves Superrrrrrr hard.
when she hits Halves, my whole body Spins. Haha. not That bad, but yeah.

was supposed to Treat Lauraaaaaa Ng to macs.
but because it was raining, & i was Supposed to meet Jo ?
we didn't go Today.
walked her home cause she had no Umbrella.
&&&&&&, on the way to her house, she & Dash ran away With the umbrella,
Without me. ): so i had to run under some Stranger's umbrella.
Stupiddddddd Shitttttttttt. :D
went into Laura's [ Magnificent] house,
& saw her [Awesome] bunnnny, Bobby.
[ ] = things she Made me say.
Hahaha. yes. & okay, dried myself a little before heading back to school with Dash.
( but i Suspect LauraNg gave me a Floor cloth right ? Haha. Kiddingggg. )
planned to meet Jo another day,
so Jess & i went to Serene. Jiahui & Geraldine were there too.
played ABCD with them, cause that game's the Bomb.
my hands' like, all Sore & Bruised now. Hurhur.
went to Coronation cause They wanted to buy BubbleTea.
Omfg Please. walk all the way there just for BubbleTeaaaaaaaaaaa.
but anyway, because i am The taitai, they had to do Everything i want them to do for me. Ha.
cabbed back to the Hostel. & played a little bit of ball with them.
So super wet please.

i like it when people call me Taitai, like my Grandparents,
& Parents, & those Two people. Haha.
& i like it when Gayya & Sub call me Fatty.
& when Shini & Chang call me Nehneh. Hurhur.
& when Superfriends, call me Superfriend.
but i like it most when You call me baby.

You're my number one.
& i love You, Only.
):

2007-01-11T19:24:00.000-08:00

was sleeping during Lit discussion.
Superrrrrrr tired Please.
English common test- Compre.
Mrs Lo read through the first page with us,
& Indirectly told us Answers that will total up to 8 marks please.
then she hleped Some people check their work. Hurhur.
Like, she's Sooooo scared we'd do Badly.

didn't go Cf cause, So last minute Lah.
went to Serene Macs with Pearl, Chang,
Gayya, Dash & Charice.
ate like, the Damn oily mcspicy cause i was Wayyyyy Hungry.
went to town with Chang.
Heeren to look @ the NewUrbanMale bags.
saw this Really nice, & not Very common bag.
$169. but it's Tooooo long.
we kept wondering why JessieTan bought That Num bag.
it's one of the Ugliest Please. @ least get the Black Lahhhh.
headed to Taka. saw a Rather Okay Kappa, Check & Puma bag.
i think i'd either get a Fake bag, or a Num one.
but it's so not worth it. Oh welllllll,
we Shall see.

ate like Wayyyy much today. :D

& i told Chang, i might seem Damn Ego,
but actually, i suffer from Inferior Complexity.
Because, i've Deproved in Alot of things.
like Speed, Stamina, Skills, Studies.
so now, i'm like Shit. Haha.
Which is Also why i get jealous & Sensitive easily.
Booooooooooo.

i love You.

2007-01-10T19:30:00.000-08:00

Music was The Blast ! Ha.
was in the same group as FooShini, Sam, Jacq,
Sally, Glenda & Teresa.
supposed to do this Presentation thing but we were making wayyyy too much noise.
& Yah. it was just damn Fun.
because MissPang said we have alot of Energy,
she made us run 20 rounds around the Performing Arts Studio.
& made us do 20 push ups. haha ! it was darn Tiring, & Retarded. :D
we're the Bomb yo !

went to Serene Macs with the Usuals,
plus Dash. Haaaaaaaaaa. :D
walked back to school after that. Char & i watched them play Bball.
left @ 5plus.

i'm Rather sad.
because of Some stuff.
but oh welllllllll. ):
Annabell's Happiness is Just a phone call away.

Oh jealousy look at me now,
Jealousy you got me somehow.

2007-01-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

Annabell matters Shit; );

2007-01-09T20:35:00.000-08:00

that Damn Zhixin Hit my back like Fucking hard.
i Swear it was Damnnnnnn Hard, Man.
shouted when Miss Ramlah was just outside class.
got The - You're a bad girl- face, but no Scolding. Mm.
Prodots for only 20minutes today ?
so we got Dismissed like, About 30mins earlier.
Slacked in School.

went to Gayya's house with Jess after that.
watched FreakyFriday & i fell asleep.
Snacked like Shit pleaseeeeee.
we bought like, Sushi, Lays, & Calbee.
Wl. so Blooooooody fat Please.
& there's Height & Weight tomorrow.
So unlike Annabell to be doing this. Ha.
&&&&&&,
got caught for ShortSkirt. Stupid Shit, Man.

the fear of losing You,
& therefore, Jealousy's the Fugliest Bitch.

2007-01-08T19:54:00.000-08:00

English lessons are Realllllllly draggy.
Rosy took like 15mins to explain the word- Why.
& Okay, we're like primary school kids to her.
had IceBreakers in the hall for Dot. Haha.
played Dog & Bone, then Captains ball, with a Tennis Ball.
17 against 17. it was so Hilarious please.
we scored about Three times using the same method.
where AmandaFoo passes it to me, I to Joyce, & She to Vanessa.
So retarded. :D

stayed back to slack in schoooooool with Char.
Watched Amanda, Chang & Pearl play ball.
~~made~~ Paid them & Dash to do the Tribal Dance lookalike thing.
So darn cute, Please. (:
waited for Gayya, then went to Northpoint.
shared Alot of food with her. but i ate Most of it.
cause she was dieting ? Eh, you Lousy Lah, Fatttttttts.

& every time we kiss,
i swear i can fly.

2007-01-07T17:52:00.000-08:00

Main Service.
Omfg. That Charmaine stole like, 3/4 of my Hersheys.
& i bought Two somemore. but okay,
it was like the First time i saw her eating, Please.
skipped Speedy Again. Ha. sorry Ah, Nette.
was @ my house void deck when i remembered i had to go to the Library,
so Daddy, Mummy, Tasha & I went to Causeway point.
Yah okay. finally paid my fines.
bought a Pants from esprit, that i don't really like.
so i shall let mummy wear it. Only.
bought stuff for the Branded dog, who likes to bite me nowadays. ):

Ate super alot please.
Macs, Delifrance, Macs again.
omfg. i wanted to go jog. but guess what,
i have my Period. arh. Bloody bloody.
&&&&&&.
Mummy wants me to join netball.
so Stupid. i just feel Damn stupid.
Okay.
School's the Bitch yo.

You're the Man; <3

2007-01-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

& i just realised,
i haven't given Superfriends & Chang their stuff.
Bloody Bitch. ):

2007-01-06T20:37:00.000-08:00

Annabell,
& the Extreme Jealousy Vibe.
);

2007-01-06T20:24:00.000-08:00

i feel damn Lazy today.
slept Throughout almost the Whole day.
& yah, grew fatter. i think i ate Alot.
Stupiddddddddddd.

Hey Fats,
you've got to admit your Crumpler looks Much sexier on me lah.
cause i'm The Bomb yo. :D

I keep dreaming You'll be with me
and You'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

2007-01-05T19:50:00.000-08:00

Better now, Thank You-s. (:

Lessons were, the same.
i mean, it was either too Fast, or too Slow,
or Boring, or Dry.
stayed back in school to slack with Superfriends,
but hung around with Gayya. Talked alot, man.
she's like The new Bestfriend y'all ! out of the Many Bestfriends, Lah.
Ha. Stoned after she left.
saw Fatty Snr too ! :D
&, i swear Laura's damn cute lah.
she listens to almost Everything i ask her to do.
even when it's so stupid. :D
she's going to be my Favourite junior. :D

Freaking Fucking Fatty,
Don't be upset Alright !
& don't cry or whatever okay !
don't be like me- Horrible.
you've still got a friend in me. (:

But your eyes have never been dryer
And you smile like you're feeling no pain
Got a whole lot of smoke but no fire.

2007-01-04T18:07:00.000-08:00

Maybe, yesterday wasn't the worst.
Maybe the worst is yet to be.

Anyway,
Miss Lois Ng's like Damn strict please.
sigh. & Mrs Shum's weird.
going to 2/4 for chinese lessons.
that Jy girl is Bloodily Bloody. Sigh.

Coronation for Golden Rooster with Superfriends,
Dash, Jiahan & Bevin.
wl. i tell you i almost Kept on tearing.
so i tried to laugh.
same as in class. Sigh.
i wouldn't let the tears fall.
i think i've very little tears left anyway.
cried for don't know how many hours yesterday,
& this morning.
more than alot.

i have No idea what's wrong with the Damn blogskin.
the picture & Layout isn't visible.
& the song has a little problem too ?
it's Not complete.
sigh.

Staind- Right here

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But i always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And ~~if I chose to walk away~~ would you still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

2007-01-03T22:58:00.000-08:00

special permission to use com.

3rd January- First Day of school in 2007.
Also known as worst day of my life.

Miss Pang seems okay, sometimes.
sitting according to register number sucks.
Mrs Rosy as form tutor.
classmates are Way boring.
except a Handful.
i don't want to Live anymore.
not cause of this. but, Sigh. whatever.

serene centre with usual Six, minus Shini plus dash.
then Queenstown library with Jess.
cabbed back cause i was so drained.
teared in the Library, cried in the Cab.
@ home, was the worst.
had motion sickness anyway,
almost vomited
& it made everything worse.

2007-01-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

& my new size 36 Uniform is like,
1 to 2cm bigger in Width compared to the Old 36.
34's only fitting. i don't like.
Pisssssssssed.
World Piss.

2007-01-02T21:40:00.000-08:00

supposed to go Jogging with dad, uncle Jeffrey & Jerol.
but okay, couldn't wake up. & i have bodyaches. Stupid.
went to Woodlands & Northpoint to get clips,
& a very sexy notebook. Ha.

i'm not allowed to use the computer on Weekdays.
& i can't go out after school. So, i guess i'd stay in school.
cause home's a bitch.
& Life's a biggggger Blooooodier bitch.

Okay.
Haven't dyed my hair back Brown black.
Maybe tomorrow evening, so Might get caught.
& i don't feel like taking off my top earring.
or cutting my nails.
Homework's not done At all either.
dad is going to Kill me if i don't complete it by the Due dates.
Stupid Shit School.

Nickelback- Far Away,
Staind- So Far Away,
& Cascada- Piece of Heaven's the bomb y'all !

You're the Only reason.

2007-01-01T21:03:00.000-08:00

Jogging with dad @ Sembawang's bottle tree park.
i feel like Shit please !
can't even jog 1km for nuts.
& middle this year, i could jog 4km without dying.
anyway, my Whole body, Especially the legs,
started to itch. Not mosquito bites. so i couldn't jog anymore.
Stupiddddddddddd. Hahah.
later went to Yishun's bottle tree park for breakfast.

parents had some Lunch buffet thing. had to follow.
was @ some Condo @ Bukit timah.
rather boring, so i sat beside the pool to tan.
& it made me rather happy. although the tan's Temporary.
Haha. okay, stupid blogskin.
the picture is Nowhere to be seen.
shall try to fix it, & add stuff to it Tomorrow. super lazy now. :D

I Love You.
i have Loved You all along.

2006-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

fourth post for the Day,
& Last post for the year.
the New Year better be Bombing !

HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL !

2006-12-31T23:54:00.000-08:00

Superfriends ! :D

Char ! :D
Pearl ! :D :D
Chang ! ;D

EenetteWongMeiYin ! :D

Threetards :D

2006-12-31T23:50:00.000-08:00

SUPERFRIENDS & THE OTHER FIVE <3;

Jessie !;
awww, what a sweet shoutout. :D let me see. i think i knew you when we were Four lah.
Nursery right ? yes, should be. we grew up togetherrrrrrrrrrr ! :D
Ycca !, then Abacus class !, Smps !, School Bus !, 1e1 ! :D
see how you've grown. i was taller than you in primary school okay ! :D
oh oh ! Wonderfullest memories. Sighhhhhhhhh.
Pfive in China ! Woah ! that was the Bomb eh ! :D
where we got closer to Misslow,
Ame & You living next door. the campbell packets. (:
Your Prettyfull nightgown ! Hahaha !
&, the Ultimate Dead sleeping. Lol. wl. i miss those times. :D
although sometimes You're very mean because you're Tall & Thin,
while i'm Short & Fat,
you're still Bestfriend, man ! :D
& woah, i'm so touched when you said
Superfriends' the Best ! :D
Don't be scared of Gucci lah Okay.
you've been MissingInAction in your Fourth home cause of that.
Hahah !
going to Miss you Alot next year !
no more Laughing heads off, Everything.
but okay, it means we must go out More.
Study date soon ! :D
Goooooooooooo Bestfriend !

Charisse !;
You ! Hahah. i think i only Actually knew you this year,
when the Neb topic was out, is it ?
& then Cf camp ! Hahah. Fun man ! :D
like Jessie said, your Serious faces & weird Voices are the Ultimate man.
& when you roll your eyes. You do right ?
You & Jessie lah. But she's worst. Hahah ! :D
Hahaha ! your birthday Party ! Pictures right.
i lost them ! except one or two.
but i Picasa-ed them until cannot see.
Aiyah, fun what ! :D post it up later eh.
Ohhhhhh, & i'm still considering if i should buy the same bag as you.
Hahaha.
You Smartest of the Six !

Chang !;
i'd make Y'all three's short & Sweet okay,
like me.
Hahah !
Monitress ! You rock so badly like stone !
& You're married !
Hahaha.
i owe you your presents !
& we all Have to go out, Lah.
okay, i'm going to miss you next year ! ):
Everything ! ):
the Stupid face !
Everythingggggggggg. );
Hahah okay. yes lah, i know you want my love.
Lol.
BestBreastfriend ! :D
bag shopping soon pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. :D

Pearl !;
you know, i see your name Everywhere.
you're a Food, Jewellery, Song Lyric.
Omfg. Hahah.
let's see.
Pearl had Long Long hair,
& she lost 10kg this year.
Hahaha ! Jealous ! ;D
you make Chinese class Grand ! :D
the rest, is not applicable here. Haha ! (:

Shini !;
i know you won't read this !
but, Classmate ! Hahah.
stop showing people Your yellow banana bra Lah ! :D

THREETARDS & JENNATEH;

Eenette !;
i think i've given you quite a nice number of Shoutouts alr !
But anyhow, Hello another Bestfriend ! :D
i misssssss you ! :D
who ask you go Kl ?!
you knowwwwwwww, i was Sleeping half the time PastorRony was preaching today,
& i skipped Speedlight Again. Haha !
Jenna Teh came today Leh ! Wl, suprisingly.
You Clebbbbbbbber girl.
Raffles Seh. Dance somemore WorhsxZszs.
Haha ! Let's see.
this year, stayover @ your Other house was Dynamite ! :D
haha ! the Cheese Sausages. & Ghost stories.
Omfg. when the doorbell rang ! & we were so scared.
Especially Gladys ! :D
Elizabeth praying until we fell asleep ! Lol !
That's the Funniest Please ! :D
&, Linwen drowning The cake in Chocolate syrup till no one wanted to eat it.
You must be Damn happy right.
when we suprised you. Awwwwwwwwwww.
Hahaha.
okay, get back from Kl & send me the Pictures taken on Christmas okay !
please don't Accidentally delete them like you did last time ! :D
you know one of the funniest thing you've told me,
was the time when you were young & because your head is Rather bigger,
Haha ! you would fall to a side while sitting on the sofa. Lol.
Threeeeeeetards !
We're the Bomb ! :D

Gladys !;
Secondary three already Worhsxzs.
did you wear the Thong ? how's it ?
Comfortable ?
Hahaha !
Shame shame !
Your sister is taller than you ! Hahaha !
my sister said she thought you were the Younger one. Lol !
B cup budddy ! Hahah !
you should go round asking people for their cup size more often.
see how it makes us laugh, awwwwwwwwww. Haha !
One of the first person i got closer to in cg.
Sad it's now Rather dead eh. Hahah !
see you soon, Threetard-ed ! :D
& i think if you &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; Nette join Gracelight,
i'm going to be one Lonely girl. Hahah. :D

Jenna !;
Omg ! Another one !
i knew you since like 5 ? 6 ?
you remember Jessie ? Ycca ! Hahah.
in there, you were always remembered as the Good-est Girl eh !
Hahah.
then you suddenly left, & i found you in Lighthouse !
Lol. you were my buddy in cg, Remember ? :D
& &, Choir ! Hahah. with Gladys,
So fun ! :D
& you live a few blocks away from me only. :D
& & & ! you know KorZachary ! Hahah !
So cooooooooool !
Oh ! my guitar's still with you right ! Haha.
is it tuned already ? Huhhhhhhhhhh.
&, someone wear Minishorts already Eh, Contacts also.
got Boyfriend also Leh.
Missing in Action for what, 2 months ?!
Naughtyyyyyyy ! & you came today ! :D
but i didn't. Hahah. okayyyyyyyy.
must go out soon okay.
& don't M.I.A so much already lah.
we all miss you, Man.
Jenna Teh Zhen Le. the laughing girl. :D

THE ULTIMATE LOVE;

Darling !;
You're the Love.
My Love !
i know you think i'm very fierce.
but You're very mean sometimes too.
always make me wait. ):
most recent- Four hours, while you Drink & Laugh.
Sighhhhhhhhhhh. );

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me & just Forget the world ?

&,
I Love You, Most.

2006-12-31T21:15:00.000-08:00

Main service with SamuelYeo only.
Charmaine overslept,
& Nette's in Kl. stupid girl ! :D
didn't go for Speedlight, Again.
GladysYang passed me my present.
a Topshop Thong. Haha !
bought Alot of food,
& Snacks to party with myself @ home.
must enjoy the Last fat day of the year, What.

shoutouts later. :D,
maybe Resolutions too.

This is how a heart breaks.

2006-12-30T20:19:00.000-08:00

Chinese tuition.
i swear i was @ my Tired-est.
supposed to Study with Jess,
But, she was busy this time. Yeah.
went Shopping eh.
bought New Urban Male bag somemore Leh.
not bad What.
$160. can buy me 4 bags Lah. Nice, fake bags. :D

stayed home & Snacked.
ha.
Magnums are gone.
still have Toblerone, Cadbury, Cadbury Boost,
Butter Mint sweets, Dove sweets, Cornettos,
omfg. & what not.
i'm so Fatttttttttttttttt. :D
& there's the Bad habit.
i always sleep after i eat.
hence the Big Ugly tummy. :D

Still pissed.
i want to be in 2/2 !
or Something.
& i Hell do Not look forward to sec Two.
there's streaming. ):
And, everything would be Different.
no bestfriends ! omfg. );
& the Sec ones are Gross.

Gone like the wind.

2006-12-29T22:12:00.000-08:00

edited

Bloody Angry cause i'm Bloody fat,
& ugly.
& my hair is a Disaster.
& i don't want to do my hw.
or go to 2/1. ):

In addition to being fat,
& Ultimately ugly,
i swear
jealousy's the Big,
Bloody Bomb. ):

);

2006-12-29T19:40:00.000-08:00

was supposed to meet Jessie Tan.
but cancelled our little Study date.
Because, i felt damn tired & lazy today.
&, i was waiting online All day.
okay. Although today's a Sunny day,
my dad has decided on Keeping Gucci,
& the Internet is Ten times better already,
i feel Extremely sad.
& have been Indulging in The MiniMagnums,
Chocolates, & Yogurt.
which all adds up to,
a Very fat, & Sad AnnabellYeo.

because You're
Missing In Action.

2006-12-28T21:09:00.000-08:00

Pearl came over. :D
had fun. :D
& okay, i just realised how Bloody much we have to do.
as in, Holiday Homework. ):
brother's friends also came over.
okay,
dad says its Confirmed,
that we're going to sell Gucci.
whatever lah.
he's making such a Big fuss over everything.
Noise Maker. ):

The Pizza, & Flowers. ;D

2006-12-27T23:14:00.000-08:00

Tuesday:
went to Vivocity with Family.
i Hate that place, Sometimes.
so Bloody crowded Man.
anyway,
it was so stupid. we were there for like,
three to four hours,
but only managed to go to less than 7 Shops.
bought a few stuff only.
Esprit top- $20
Mango bottom- $40
Pull & Bear skirt- $70
& got a top from this Realllllly cool shop,
about $80 i think. there was another $45 top,
it was Superrrrrrrrr nice. but didn't get it. Haha.

& ! i saw Darling.
happy day ! :D

But,
bloody hell !
i'd be going to 2e1 next year.
all the Bestfriends going to 2e2. );
i'm Fucking sad, Please.
Pearl, Jess, Chang, Dash, Gayya. Omfg. );
& Char's in 2e6. ): @ least i got Shini,
but still ! );
i will Die.

Today:
is a boring day.
i feel damn Dirty.
cause i didn't bathe.
till now.
Ha.
Jess' mother invited me over for Dinner,
but okay,
couldn't go. Suprisingly.
home's kind of Weird nowadays.
cause, it's a sad place.
cried Again. shan't go on. ):

Stupid earthquake that ruined the Internet.
Arh. i can't go to Friendster, or Anywhere now.

my Only one. (:

2006-12-25T21:50:00.000-08:00

i have an Urge to talk about Nette.

i Swear she's retarded.
the first time i met her,
we Clicked just well.
we were in Macdonalds,
& i think we smelt something,
so we just started Laughing, & laughing,
& Laughing. wah, i swear it was damn Shiok to know someone like me exists.
:D
today ! she told me in the toilet that i was her Bestfriend.
cause i gave her this necklace she said she Loves. Haha !
then ! she told Serene She was her bestfriend,
just because, i kept suanning her. ;D
oh !
Nette says, do not Lick your envelope.
cause Last time,
there was this woman who licked it.
& there were Cockroach eggs on it.
so the eggs hatched in her stomach & she died.
Hahaha ! cause the other day after i bathed,
i took my towel & a Cockroach fell on my hand.
Bloody hell, i was Damn scared Man.
& ! today when She wished me a Merry Christmas,
her hand Hit my earring @ the top ! omfg.
i Almost died man. it was So stupid !
so anyway,
Wonderfullest Eenette Wong,
you're a Blessing ! :D
a Berry Big Blessing ! :D
Lurbeszxs WorhsxZsxz !

& Of course,
Darling !
don't be Jealous okay,
just in case you are. ):
Haha.
Love you.

2006-12-25T20:30:00.000-08:00

Saturday:
Chinese tuiton.
my Tutor said i'm very fair already ! ):
Ha. & i have good memory Okay.
got home & Slacked.
sorry Jessie Tan ! can't use the Kitchen.
some other day alright ? (:

Sunday:
Church.
didn't go Speedlight.
went out with Parents & sis instead.
Zara- Omfg, my sister got so much stuff.
i didn't get Anything.
neighbours had party. Kop-ed food.
omg. Darn nice Man. :D

Today:
Church for Christmas drama.
Directed by Pastor's Daughter- TracyTan. She's Damn pretty Lah.
okay. the setups were rather cool ! (:
sat with Nette, Vanessa, Serene, YiAn, Jon & his friends.
went to my Aunt's house afterthat.
didn't do much cause cousins were sleeping. Haha.
had Lunch, then went to Seletar's PetResort.
got stuff for the Branded dog. :D
oh ! my older cousin's MiniaturePoodle is called Dior. Haha.
& last time, i wanted to name my dog Chanel.
One bundle of Branded Canine, man.

Hohoho,
Merry Christmas ! :D

i tell you i'm effing fat right now ! :D

2006-12-23T13:07:00.000-08:00

Friday:
Ikea with Superfriends !
Omg. i Swear Ikea's the Bomb manZsxzs !
i want to go there like Every other day. :D
bought Jars with Lids. i have no idea why " Jars with Lids"
seem funny to Superfriends.
cabbed to school.
changed, Maked up & everything.
because i was wearing Green,
i had to put Green eyeshadow.
Omfg, i looked like a Rotten Cabbage.
public transport to Ps. rather Embarrassing, eh.
in That outfit. Ha.
no pictures anyway. cause the Camera wasn't with me.
& the only picture i took was with Superfriends,
& it was when i was in the Midst of blinking.
so i look like Crap.
Camwhoring days are Overrrrrrr, Man.
okay. the performance was Okay.
i mean, it was only 2 minutes ?
& the Stage was So Super Small. Ha.

went to Carrefour with Superfriends after that.
bought stuff. Kerpal met us for A little while.
mrt to Aunt Shirley's place- mum's cg was having a Gathering.
had Beef, turkey, satay, spaghetti, ham, & What not.
omg. i was :D like crazy while eating.
My mum & Aunt Irene kept laughing @ me. Ha.
there was this channel U show @ 1130.
some Thai Ghost show. was watching it with the Small Kiddos,
& Aunt Shirley's Older daughters.
Woah man. i was so Scared i wanted to Shriek super many times.
i just kept covering my ears & Grabbing Jerol.
to think the Smaller ones weren't scared.
they were about to Laugh @ me Please.
Stupid Shit manZsxzSz.

wl. This is long, Man.
& there'd be another post tonight.

2006-12-21T22:03:00.000-08:00

waited for JessieTan for like an hour.
): Always late please.
went town with her Second brother & her.
left her brother, & went to shop for presents.
i was just Accompanying her Lah.
bought Some little stuff.
i want to buy the Exact same bag that Char has.
only the colour's different.
but omfg, rather Copycat right.
so, still considering.
saw GladysYang !
Jess: eh, Gladys.
Anna: Aaaaah !
& i jumped. Omfg.
got a Shock what.
i thought she was talking about her Gladys. Haha.
anyway, Hello GladysYang. my fellow BcupXzszsx,
i bought you something Hot for Christmas. Lol !

had Subway with Jess & her church friends-
JoshuaToh & Caleb.
yeah. went back after that.
rather broke now, eh.

tomorrow's The day. Omg.

Hey Love,
i Love you.
Hahah ! :D